12. Hate Myself
[00:01.06] I don't see you like I should
[00:04.78] You look so misunderstood
[00:10.09] And I wish I could help
[00:13.28] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:16.73] Pray to God with my arms open
[00:20.71] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[00:26.03] And I wish I could help
[00:29.21] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:31.87] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
[00:33.46] They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.06] Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
[00:36.92] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
[00:39.57] All the core beliefs
[00:40.91] And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:43.30] Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
[00:45.42] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
[00:47.54] It's kinda weird
[00:48.60] Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
[00:51.53] That's more deceit, more defeat
[00:53.65] Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:54.47] That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
[00:56.06] So poor, but I'm so wealthy
[00:57.39] Need help, but you can't help me
[00:58.99] What else can the world sell me?
[01:00.58] Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
[01:03.24] But it's not healthy
[01:04.83] I don't see you like I should
[01:08.81] You look so misunderstood
[01:14.13] And I wish I could help
[01:17.05] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:20.77] Pray to God with my arms open
[01:24.75] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[01:30.06] And I wish I could help
[01:33.25] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:35.91] Yeah, late nights get the best of me
[01:37.23] They know how to get to me
[01:39.09] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:41.48] But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
[01:43.35] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:45.47] What is success when hope has left you
[01:47.86] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
[01:49.46] Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
[01:51.85] Come across like it's so easy
[01:53.46] But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.05] When I feel like you don't need me
[01:56.65] Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:57.97] And my life has no meaning, drain me
[02:00.10] Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:01.69] But when I get it, I just pass it up
[02:03.02] Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.08] Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:05.16] Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
[02:07.03] I'm scared because
[02:08.89] I don't see you like I should
[02:12.61] You look so misunderstood
[02:18.18] And I wish I could help
[02:21.10] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:24.56] Pray to God with my arms open
[02:28.54] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[02:33.87] And I wish I could help
[02:37.07] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.28] I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.14] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.00] Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.12] Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
[02:47.98] We scream to be free, but I stay captured
[02:50.11] Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:51.96] Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
[02:54.09] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[02:59.14] But I can't have it
[03:02.32] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:07.11] But I can't have it
[03:10.03] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:12.68] I don't see you like I should
[03:16.67] You look so misunderstood
[03:22.25] And I wish I could help
[03:25.17] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:28.62] Pray to God with my arms open
[03:32.87] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[03:38.18] And I wish I could help
[03:41.11] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:46.68] Hate myself
[03:49.34] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:54.65] Hate myself
[03:57.31] But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:02.36] When I hate myself
[04:05.54] It's kinda hard when I hate myself
[04:10.85] I hate myself
[04:14.04] It's hard when I hate myself
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