Redesign

[00:08.07] Rain, rain go away, come again another day

[00:11.43] I wanna live forever but mental illness gets in the way

[00:15.73] I feel so compelled when mania helps itself

[00:19.48] I cut my bangs and dye my hair, I do it so well

[00:23.24] Look how beautiful it is, I am not in charge of this

[00:27.38] And when I come down, I know that I'll be pissed

[00:31.87] There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time

[00:35.30] I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied

[00:39.79] One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine

[00:43.54] I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind

[00:48.53] Don't romanticize my life

[00:54.41] I need a redesign

[01:00.98] Don't romanticize my life

[01:10.30] I, I need a redesign

[01:19.43] I have the good days, good phase, feeling like I like my face

[01:23.78] And body, taking pictures, 'cause I know I'm a hottie

[01:27.27] Then the bad days comes in waves, feelin' like I gained weight

[01:31.53] Wish I could be disembody, and be somebody else

[01:36.54] 'Cause I'm unwell, I can't control myself

[01:40.42] I'm asking for help (I'm asking for help)

[01:43.56] There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time

[01:47.19] I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied

[01:51.67] One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine

[01:55.42] I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind

[02:00.67] Don't romanticize my life

[02:06.21] I need a redesign

[02:12.53] Don't romanticize my life

[02:21.09] I (yeah), I need a redesign