mixd up

[00:19.92] Head's mixed up, I gotta go now

[00:22.86] I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out

[00:24.99] Gotta get up, no I can't stay down

[00:27.38] They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?

[00:30.03] Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in

[00:32.42] I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?

[00:34.81] I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it

[00:37.24] I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'

[00:39.99] Lost it all, but I'll make it back

[00:42.65] I'm losin' time, yeah, I'm losin' track

[00:45.04] Don't know why I fuckin' laugh

[00:47.69] It's overwhelming, yeah, I can't do that

[00:50.08] Head's mixed up, I gotta go now

[00:52.49] I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out

[00:54.62] Gotta get up, no I can't stay down

[00:57.28] They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?

[01:10.30] I'm mixed up, confused

[01:12.70] Don't know me, or you

[01:15.14] No one knows me like you do

[01:17.53] Spent my whole life confused

[01:19.91] Yeah, blend it up like a smoothie

[01:22.03] Mix all of my guts into bits, then consume me

[01:24.75] In the wired, like I'm Gumi

[01:27.13] Disappearing act, if I owe you something, sue me

[01:30.05] I'm disaffected, unscrew my head a bit

[01:32.18] Papers are so ripped, there's no proof that I still exist

[01:34.57] But I still bleed though, so much I'll stain you

[01:37.49] Lady Macbeth on your hands then replace you

[01:40.95] It's a risk and I don't think I wanna take it

[01:43.33] Think I'm in cause I'm convincing when I fake it

[01:45.72] But I know by the time that I make it

[01:48.11] To the start of the line

[01:50.24] Won't race 'cause I can't win

[01:51.83] Can't escape, but can't begin

[01:54.22] Way too late and stretched too thin

[01:56.61] Faults are breaking on my skin

[01:59.54] I'm so scared, I'll never try

[02:01.66] No one's there, so why should I be?

[02:04.05] I don't care, no, I won't cry

[02:06.44] Sit and stare while it goes by me

[02:09.10] Head's mixed up, I gotta go now

[02:12.55] I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out

[02:14.94] Gotta get up, no I can't stay down

[02:17.60] They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?

[02:20.25] Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in

[02:22.65] I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?

[02:25.03] I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it

[02:27.44] I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin