If depression gets the best of me

[00:01.29] Empty, and numb

[00:07.40] Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left

[00:16.99] Help me, I'm scared

[00:22.83] 'Cause the one thing on my mind

[00:27.11] Is for me to disappear

[00:33.75] So mama when I die

[00:37.73] Please hold in your cry

[00:41.72] Just know that when I'm gone

[00:44.64] I'll always be right by your side

[00:49.95] And lover, when I leave

[00:53.66] I know that we don't speak

[00:57.93] I'm sorry that I failed you

[01:01.12] But you meant the world to me

[01:08.82] I lost my sight

[01:16.53] I still can't see all the places

[01:21.04] Where there might be light

[01:25.02] I used to stare

[01:30.87] At the mirror, now I don't

[01:34.85] 'Cause when I do I see a ghost

[01:38.57] It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered

[01:47.07] I'm tryna be better

[01:49.48] But I feel under the weather

[01:53.99] So mama when I die

[01:57.73] Please hold in your cry

[02:01.73] Just know that when I'm gone

[02:04.92] I'll always be right by your side

[02:09.70] And lover when I leave

[02:13.68] I know that we don't speak

[02:17.66] I'm sorry that I failed you

[02:21.13] You deserve better than me

[02:26.19] So mama when I die

[02:29.64] Please hold in your cry

[02:33.62] Just know that when I'm gone

[02:36.81] I'll always be right by your side

[02:40.00] And lover when I leave

[02:45.84] I know that we don't speak

[02:50.09] I'm sorry that I failed you

[02:53.81] You deserve better than me