Understand
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[00:02.18] Girl, I hope you understand
[00:02.75] I wanted to hold your hand
[00:56.66] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[00:57.56] And you knew I fell for you but you
[00:58.13] Just broke my heart in two
[00:58.45] I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
[00:59.11] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:59.35] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[01:00.81] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
[01:00.81] And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
[01:01.19] I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
[01:01.19] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
[01:01.56] And when I started making sensе
[01:01.56] I found that I had reached the end
[01:01.92] Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
[01:02.19] You wanna bet you're just pretend?
[01:02.19] You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[01:02.59] You're not shit
[01:02.59] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
[01:02.93] I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
[01:04.37] They were my neighbors, razor blades
[01:04.54] And different flavored pills I hid
[01:04.54] Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
[01:04.85] I'm so gassed, stuck in the past,
[01:04.85] I said that
[01:05.20] Girl, I hope you understand
[01:05.55] I wanted to hold your hand
[01:05.55] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:05.87] And so far I never held you with my arms
[01:05.87] So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:06.28] With instead filled with anxiety
[01:06.28] Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
[01:06.63] Somebody 'cause it's not me
[01:06.90] I'm not used to all the talk, it was an introvert
[01:06.90] That had converted feelings into writing
[01:07.28] Used to cope with all my problems
[01:07.53] Using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:08.40] Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
[01:08.68] I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
[01:08.98] To the times I would try be the guy the people know
[01:08.98] I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
[01:09.32] On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot
[01:09.32] Oh the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
[01:09.72] I feel it coursing through my veins
[01:10.86] I said before I'm not okay
[01:11.14] But you don't listen anyway
[01:11.44] You know I tried, you turned away
[01:11.44] Straight out lied right to my face
[01:11.81] You fucked my life, ruined my day
[01:12.07] But you don't know, so I'll say
[01:12.07] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[01:12.07] (And you don't know, so I'll say)
[01:15.33] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
[01:15.77] (So I'll say)
[01:16.34] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[01:17.46] (And you don't know, so I'll say)
[01:17.70] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
[01:17.70] (So I'll say)
[01:18.10] Girl, I hope you understand
[01:18.30] I wanted to hold your hand
[01:18.30] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:18.64] And too bad I know I can't wake up
[01:18.64] Because I lost my weight and you don't give a fuck
[01:19.01] About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
[01:19.26] The things that you see, so please, oh
[01:19.26] Girl, I hope you understand
[01:19.67] I wanted to hold your hand
[01:19.67] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:20.02] And you know I'll play along you
[01:21.60] In my home I wrote you songs
[01:21.60] And now you're dead to me effectively
[01:22.00] Removed yourself outside my dream
