All too well
[00:22.93] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:28.26] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:34.61] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:39.06] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:53.42] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:59.01] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:04.43] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:08.97] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.79] And I know it's long gone and
[01:16.68] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.88] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:24.40] Oh, oh, oh
[01:30.25] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:35.03] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.83] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:42.22] I remember it all too well
[01:50.47] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
[01:55.75] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:01.07] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:06.14] You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
[02:12.00] And you were tossing me the car keys, "fuck the patriarchy"
[02:15.44] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
[02:21.88] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
[02:26.13] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
[02:31.44] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.35] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
[02:38.87] After three months in the grave
[02:42.07] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:46.32] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[02:50.07] And I know it's long gone and
[02:57.78] There was nothing else I could do
[02:58.57] And I forget about you long enough
[03:02.56] To forget why I needed to
[03:08.45] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.26] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.52] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.15] I remember it all too well
[03:28.96] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:33.74] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.53] Sacred prayer and we'd swear
[03:40.65] To remember it all too well, yeah
[04:04.40] Well, maybe we got lost in translation
[04:06.85] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.24] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:12.16] 'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.28] Running scared, I was there
[04:15.90] I remember it all too well
[04:24.95] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
[04:30.25] So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:35.03] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:39.58] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:46.23] They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
[04:51.01] Every time you double-cross my mind
[04:56.57] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
[05:03.23] And that made me want to die
[05:06.94] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.86] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.30] Not weeping in a party bathroom
[05:19.95] Some actress asking me what happened, you
[05:24.47] That's what happened, you
[05:27.67] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.96] Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
[05:38.01] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
[05:42.54] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[06:06.81] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:07.90] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
[06:11.90] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.67] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.75] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:25.75] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.05] You can't get rid of it
[06:33.44] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:42.49] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.02] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:52.37] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.50] I remember it all too well
[07:02.46] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.85] You remember it all
[07:08.33] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:10.18] You remember it all
[07:13.38] It was rare, I was there
[07:15.25] I remember it all too well
[07:22.17] And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
[07:27.49] "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
[07:33.34] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.12] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:44.48] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:48.74] Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
[07:54.06] 'Cause in this city's barren cold
[07:58.07] I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:03.12] And how it glistened as it fell
[08:07.11] I remember it all too well
[08:14.83] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:25.19] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:35.29] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
[08:44.59] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[08:45.93] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[08:51.22] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[08:56.82] It was rare, you remember it all too well
[09:02.67] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:07.46] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:11.70] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:16.23] It was rare, you remember it
[09:20.21] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:26.59] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:31.40] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:37.50] It was rare, you remember it
[09:43.71] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:47.94] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:52.72] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:57.26] It was rare, you remember it
