All Too Well
[00:23.09] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:28.09] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:32.85] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:37.84] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:53.34] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:58.84] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:03.83] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:08.84] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.09] And I know it's long gone and
[01:17.33] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.60] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:24.34] Oh, oh, oh
[01:29.84] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:35.08] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.59] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:42.34] I remember it all too well
[01:50.34] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
[01:55.58] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[01:59.58] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:05.82] You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
[02:10.59] And you were tossing me the car keys, "fuck the patriarchy"
[02:16.09] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
[02:21.08] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
[02:25.09] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
[02:31.31] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.39] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
[02:38.34] After three months in the grave
[02:41.84] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:46.34] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[02:51.84] And I know it's long gone and
[02:55.08] There was nothing else I could do
[02:57.58] And I forget about you long enough
[03:00.33] To forget why I needed to
[03:07.59] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.09] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.56] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.59] I remember it all too well
[03:29.09] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:33.83] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.32] Sacred prayer and we'd swear
[03:40.08] To remember it all too well, yeah
[03:59.82] Well, maybe we got lost in translation
[04:06.84] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.34] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:12.34] 'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.34] Running scared, I was there
[04:16.84] I remember it all too well
[04:25.09] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
[04:30.84] So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:35.59] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:39.35] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:45.83] They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
[04:51.09] Every time you double-cross my mind
[04:56.34] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
[05:02.84] And that made me want to die
[05:06.83] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.82] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.09] Not weeping in a party bathroom
[05:19.84] Some actress asking me what happened, you
[05:23.59] That's what happened, you
[05:27.58] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.34] Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
[05:37.59] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
[05:42.62] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[06:01.08] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:06.09] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
[06:11.32] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.10] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.59] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.59] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.33] You can't get rid of it
[06:34.33] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:42.07] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.34] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:51.84] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.59] I remember it all too well
[07:02.34] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.59] You remember it all
[07:08.09] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:10.09] You remember it all
[07:12.59] It was rare, I was there
[07:15.07] I remember it all too well
[07:23.09] And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
[07:27.59] "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
[07:33.34] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.09] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.59] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:49.33] Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
[07:52.59] 'Cause in this city's barren cold
[07:57.83] I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:03.09] And how it glistened as it fell
[08:07.58] I remember it all too well
[08:14.84] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:25.09] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:35.09] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
[08:42.84] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[08:45.59] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[08:51.59] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[08:56.09] It was rare, you remember it all too well
[09:01.59] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:06.84] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:12.34] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:17.59] It was rare, you remember it
[09:22.59] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:28.09] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:32.33] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:38.59] It was rare, you remember it
[09:42.84] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:49.09] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:53.09] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:57.34] It was rare, you remember it
