dogdog
[00:00.24] My sense of values ran off in the 2:30 AM train
[00:05.55] and the bystanders express their disgust while pretending to avert their eyes
[00:11.39] Hey, how's it going? Do you want to die?
[00:14.58] I won't stop you
[00:17.50] With such a terrible world, of course you'd throw yourself onto the rails
[00:45.92] Generalizing is so good.
[00:48.85] But tolerance towards fetishim, so bad.
[00:51.77] The reason you want to hide that, is because you all have those
[00:57.08] Ah, right. Am I going to break?
[01:00.53] My heart won't calm down
[01:03.19] Hey, it hurts, I want to disappear right now
[01:05.85] Please don't hit just my head
[01:09.03] I want to die, look, I want to die, if it's going to hurt this much
[01:14.61] I want to die, I really want to die
[01:19.92] And yet
[01:22.05] I can't die,
[01:23.38] I can't die,
[01:24.71] I can't die.
[01:27.36] My body just freezes up and doesn't move an inch
[01:33.21] Do I want to live? Do I want to die? My skin screams out
[01:38.78] At the very least, let me scream too
[01:44.63] The normalcy you speak of
[01:47.55] is the beginning of my death
[01:50.21] The good deeds you do
[01:53.13] are the beginning of my death
[01:56.05] The affection you suck up
[01:58.97] is the beginning of my death
[02:01.89] The prostitution you love
[02:04.55] is the beginning of my death
[02:30.32] I want to throw up, I just want to throw up
[02:33.24] All that I ate today
[02:36.16] I want to throw up and savor
[02:38.55] the proof I'm alive
[02:41.74] I want to die, I really want to die
[02:44.66] I want to prove to myself that way
[02:47.32] that I really had been alive
[02:49.97] "So I really had been alive?"
[03:04.31] I felt I already heard them in some song
[03:09.36] Thoughts on death and hopes and weaknesses and whatever else, all of those
[03:16.00] They're just someone's self-conceit, right?
[03:21.31] Or so I say,
[03:22.97] just singing by myself here
[03:32.80] Like a mutt
[03:50.33] I don't want you to cry for me
[03:55.91] Somehow, my body is ready to die now too
[04:01.75] Hey, your face seems much happier than mine
[04:07.33] If you dare mourn me, I'll want to kill you
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[04:15.30] ỉ̵̢̢̩͇̠̞̠̮̭̹̳̩̘͇̮͔͎̖̜̳̗̲͈̬̭͚̱̳̘̥͓̜̩̤̞̈̑̾͂́t̴̛̟̬̠̅́͒͋͆̍̓̈̇͒͋̋̉̏̇͒̄̂̑̂̄͆̉͛̅̔͋͐̎̏̏̔͘͘͘'̸̙̤͚̳̲̀̈́̆͐͑́̈̿̈́̈́͐̅̈́̿̔͒́̔͂̿̀͒̆̕̕̚̚̕͠͝ͅs̷̢̢͇̳̣̻̜̘̗͍͓̻͍͎̘͈͑̋̕ ̴̛̛̗͂̿̐́͑͆̈́͒́́͌̆́͆̓̿͊̈́͆͗̂̽̌̊͐̅̕͘͝͠ÿ̵͙̰͓͉̖̩̠͖̜̠͍̳̣͇̙̜͙́͆͆̒͜o̸̡̢̢͇̭̼͕̯̗͖̭͇̤̺̘̬̻͇̹̹̞̱͉̰̖̞͚̣͌͂̆̊́̅̿̏͂̿͝ų̷̨̢̡̛̯̙̙̖͎̼̥̯̭͉̭̘̪̪̱̺̳̲̻͎̗̺̼̤̾̈́͂̑̍̈̔̀̓̿̅̓͐̒̔̀̀̈́̎͗̓̃́̂̌̚͘̚͜͝͠r̴̡̢̛̛̜̰̪̹̠̱̦̗̟͕̟͋̐̊̇̊̿͊̀̉͂̾̄͑̒̀̋̋̌́̕̚͜͠ͅ ̴̡̡̢̢̺̤̠̺̝̗͓̘̬̥̦͙̱̭̝͉̥̩̭̙̘̭͈̠̙̫͆̓͊̒̈́̓̇̑̈̍͆̆̏̒̊̉́̆̑͘͜͜ͅf̸͉͙͝ȧ̵̛̛̛̙̪̲̰̜̟̤͙͕̥͍̼̠̟̫͉͓̦̇͐̽͊̓͑̅̊̏̿̿̐́̊̆͑́̒̇͛̂̓͐̇͛̐͐̊̚̕̚͠ͅư̵̧̛͙͉͈͇̙͈̹̠͚͉͕̱̲̮̟̲͔͇̝͖͔̣̩͊͗̐̌͌͋̐̇̋͛͌͆̿̌́̍͝ͅl̶̡̡̢̢̢̧̩̻̜̺̝̣̰̠̫̱͉͖͇̙̪͔̬͓̠͔̥̣̮͔͎̘͌͆̽͊̍̽ţ̷̡̰̥̣̦̬̹͇̰̝̣̮͍̰̰̝͎̦̭͚̈́̈͗̂̽̓̉͗̈́̍͘͘͝ͅͅ
[04:16.11] I want to die, I want to die, I want to die
[04:21.69] My body and heart do nothing but come apart
[04:27.27] I want to die, I want to die, I'm screaming, look
[04:33.11] Cause I look so beautiful doing it
[04:38.96] Those values of mine that scattered away
[04:44.54] I have no trace of ever being dyed in deep red
[04:50.38] It's not as if you had killed me,
[04:55.16] but I hope you do me a favor and feel guilty regardless
[05:01.80] The normalcy speak of
[05:04.72] is the beginning of my death
[05:07.38] The good deeds you do
[05:10.30] are the beginning of my death
[05:13.22] The affection you suck up
[05:15.88] is the beginning of my death
[05:18.80] The prostitution you love
[05:21.72] is the beginning of my death
[05:46.16] dogdog
