Hate Myself
[00:00.10] "Hate Myself"
[00:01.62] I don't
[00:02.53] See you
[00:03.53] Like I should
[00:05.63] You look
[00:06.45] So mis..understood
[00:10.74] And I wish I could
[00:13.15] Help
[00:14.15] But it's hard
[00:14.99] When I hate myself
[00:17.66] Pray to
[00:18.44] God with
[00:19.51] My arms open
[00:21.41] If this is
[00:22.47] It then
[00:23.53] I feel hopeless
[00:26.94] And I wish I could
[00:28.94] Help
[00:29.94] But it's hard
[00:30.97] When I hate myself
[00:32.72] Late nights
[00:33.09] Are the worst for me
[00:34.47] They bring out
[00:34.95] The worst in me
[00:35.74] Mind running
[00:36.10] Got me feeling
[00:36.64] Like it hurts to think
[00:37.74] If this is all that I wanted,
[00:38.77] I don't want it
[00:39.32] Gotta be more for me
[00:40.36] More than core beliefs
[00:41.36] And every morning
[00:41.71] I wake up
[00:42.02] And feel like
[00:42.31] I am not worth it
[00:43.13] 'Cause I'm at war with peace
[00:44.37] I go to Hell
[00:44.91] Welcome to the corpse of me
[00:45.95] Look at the body
[00:46.58] Like you ain't nothin'
[00:47.33] But poor and weak
[00:48.20] It's kinda weird
[00:48.98] Lately I've been feeling
[00:49.72] Like the only way
[00:50.48] For me to get away
[00:51.07] Is if I poured a drink
[00:52.27] That's more deceit
[00:53.02] More defeat
[00:53.77] Is this really
[00:54.25] What I'm born to be?
[00:55.28] That's what you get
[00:55.32] For thinking you're unique
[00:56.78] So poor
[00:57.18] But I'm so wealthy
[00:58.28] Need help
[00:58.77] But you can't help me
[00:59.78] What else
[01:00.10] Can the world sell me?
[01:01.29] Tell me
[01:01.79] Lies, I still buy 'em like
[01:02.89] They're goin' out of stock
[01:03.83] But it's not healthy
[01:05.83] I don't
[01:06.61] See you
[01:07.41] Like I should
[01:09.60] You look
[01:10.59] So mis..understood
[01:15.11] And I wish I could
[01:17.12] Help
[01:18.12] But it's hard
[01:19.21] When I hate myself
[01:21.63] Pray to
[01:22.40] God with
[01:23.46] My arms open
[01:25.39] If this is
[01:26.38] It then
[01:27.45] I feel hopeless
[01:30.92] And I wish I could
[01:32.98] Help
[01:33.98] But it's hard
[01:34.88] When I hate myself
[01:36.23] Yeah
[01:37.00] Late nights
[01:37.27] Get the best of me
[01:38.50] They know how to get to me
[01:39.75] Suicide thoughts
[01:40.75] Come and go
[01:41.28] Like a guest to me
[01:42.26] But I don't wanna die
[01:43.06] I just wanna get relief
[01:44.31] So don't talk to me
[01:45.04] Like you think
[01:45.36] I'm so successful
[01:46.32] What is success..
[01:47.57] When hope has left you?
[01:48.32] I am not a spokesman
[01:49.33] I'm a broken record
[01:50.33] Whose sick of doin' interviews
[01:51.26] 'Cause I hate myself, ah
[01:52.84] Come across
[01:53.12] Like it's so easy
[01:54.34] But I feel
[01:54.71] Like you don't need me
[01:55.84] When I feel
[01:56.27] Like you don't need me
[01:57.35] Then I feel
[01:57.59] Like you don't see me
[01:58.85] And my life
[01:59.18] Has no meaning
[02:00.11] Dreaming
[02:00.86] Hands out
[02:01.19] Tryna ask for love
[02:02.11] But when I get it
[02:02.51] I just pass it up
[02:03.86] Throw it away
[02:04.11] And think about it later
[02:05.12] Diggin' through
[02:05.41] The trash for drugs
[02:06.17] I wish I could give you
[02:06.76] What you needed
[02:07.30] But I can't
[02:07.59] I'm scared because..
[02:09.70] I don't
[02:10.48] See you
[02:11.54] Like I should
[02:13.43] You look
[02:14.49] So mis..understood
[02:19.00] And I wish I could
[02:20.87] Help
[02:22.00] But it's hard
[02:22.99] When I hate myself
[02:25.51] Pray to
[02:26.45] God with
[02:27.51] My arms open
[02:29.52] If this is
[02:30.43] It then
[02:31.50] I feel hopeless
[02:35.03] And I wish
[02:35.48] I could
[02:37.08] Help
[02:38.04] But it's hard
[02:38.93] When I hate myself
[02:40.80] I walk through the ashes
[02:41.85] Of my passions
[02:42.81] Reminiscin' with the baggage
[02:43.98] In my casket
[02:44.81] Get lost in the questions
[02:45.84] I can't answer
[02:46.82] Can't stand who I am
[02:47.70] But it don't matter
[02:48.82] We scream to be free
[02:49.82] But I stay captured
[02:50.83] Knee deep in defeat
[02:51.68] Of my own actions
[02:52.53] Feel weak but the peace
[02:53.59] That I keep lacking
[02:54.65] Keeps speaking
[02:55.13] To me
[02:55.67] But I can't have it
[02:59.62] But I can't have it..
[03:02.61] Keeps speaking
[03:03.13] To me
[03:03.71] But I can't have it
[03:07.70] But I can't have it..
[03:10.70] Keeps speaking
[03:11.10] To me
[03:11.63] But I can't have it
[03:13.73] I don't
[03:14.55] See you
[03:15.61] Like I should
[03:17.74] You look
[03:18.53] So mis..understood
[03:23.00] And I wish
[03:23.31] I could
[03:24.91] Help
[03:26.01] But it's hard
[03:27.04] When I hate myself
[03:29.52] Pray to
[03:30.49] God with
[03:31.55] My arms open
[03:33.53] If this is
[03:34.38] It then
[03:35.44] I feel hopeless
[03:39.04] And I wish
[03:39.43] I could
[03:41.02] Help
[03:42.05] But it's hard
[03:42.88] When I hate myself
[03:47.57] Hate myself
[03:50.08] But it's hard
[03:51.12] When I hate myself
[03:55.59] Hate myself
[03:58.10] But it's hard
[03:59.09] When I hate myself
[04:03.11] And I hate myself
[04:06.12] It's kind of hard
[04:07.05] When I hate myself
[04:11.38] I hate myself
[04:14.39] It's hard
[04:15.02] When I hate myself
[04:18.48] ..*..
