JOKER
[00:00.31] Give me the beat and a mic, give me the freedom to write
[00:01.85] Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night
[00:03.50] Give me the pen and the pad, give me a couple of stans
[00:05.00] Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag
[00:06.40] Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me
[00:08.65] And call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come
[00:10.30] And inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick!
[00:13.45] But I think you know that already
[00:15.20] You call me evil but how would you know it
[00:16.71] Unless you live it already?
[00:18.36] You think you're better right?
[00:19.86] Because nobodies seen what you've done in the dark
[00:21.36] But if I put your life in this light
[00:22.62] You would crumble and fight to survive or die
[00:24.25] But bitch I fucking knew that already
[00:26.15] I ain't special
[00:28.05] But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid
[00:30.19] For judging a human, while you sit at home
[00:31.72] And the whole world judge can't watch what you doing
[00:32.86] Or follow and hate all your movements
[00:34.15] I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it
[00:35.80] Are sicker than me, and I'm sick enough I just might lose it
[00:38.56] Yeah, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on a picture
[00:40.57] I hate the fact that you judge me, it's driving me crazy
[00:42.47] So when it's too deep I say, "Fuck it" and drown in some liquor
[00:44.62] I write these verses in blood, I got chapters
[00:46.27] For days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture
[00:47.66] And I ain't a prophet but I can predict
[00:48.80] That you'll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher
[00:50.45] So please continue to laugh
[00:51.84] If I'm a clown, you a circus act
[00:53.35] When I rap it's in a surgeons mask
[00:54.85] 'Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion
[00:57.49] From first to last
[00:58.38] Then cut back with a message that's hidden in melody
[01:00.14] Making them think and ask
[01:01.39] If I was the one on the table pushing, giving birth to rap
[01:03.90] Maybe it was me
[01:04.65] Maybe you like all my music but don't really actually love me
[01:06.91] Maybe you just want a picture
[01:08.30] Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money
[01:10.21] Maybe you think that I'm happy
[01:11.46] Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole
[01:14.22] When it's actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me
[01:16.12] I think I'm sick
[01:17.02] I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic
[01:19.28] I got a problem
[01:20.28] I'm in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick
[01:22.45] She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women
[01:24.34] Who love me 'cause they think I'm rich
[01:25.48] And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care
[01:27.49] But I really do not give a shit
[01:28.88] So what's your excuse, what helps you sleep?
[01:31.14] You leave a negative comment
[01:32.39] Not knowing that what you sow, you will reap
[01:34.54] I bet you smile when you post, thinking you're hurting me
[01:37.44] But you see the way the brain works
[01:39.48] You become what you speak
[01:40.62] I need peace, but y'all can't offer that
[01:43.91] I held my ground, I didn't sell my soul
[01:45.31] I said fuck the fame, y'all can't take that offer back
[01:47.06] Fuck a shelf, you can't take me off the rack
[01:48.70] All the fame is not worth a heart attack
[01:50.09] You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you're saying
[01:54.10] But my bad, I forgot you were fragile
[01:56.50] I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole
[01:59.26] I forgot that I'm a villain
[02:01.01] I forgot that I've always spread positivity, but you think I didn't
[02:04.55] I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence
[02:07.59] I forgot I'm better off alone
[02:09.38] I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own
[02:12.29] I forget I spend every waking second on my phone-
[02:19.06] Come join my circus, I'm recruiting
[02:21.95] I'm taking everyone who passes judgement
[02:23.46] Bitch, that's including everyone who thinks it's so amusing
[02:26.35] To put me down while I'm pursuing
[02:28.00] The keyboard warriors that live online
[02:29.14] Behind a screen that's just an illusion
[02:31.04] Come, come, come, come join my circus
[02:33.18] You fucking pricks
[02:34.58] I'll fuck you till you love me, then pay you to do some tricks
[02:37.62] I don't need a doctor, I need a bag of nails and bricks
[02:39.51] To lay down on the floor
[02:41.01] So if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt
[02:43.80] When you tried to come sink my ship
[02:45.45] Let me explain, you all help me financially gain
[02:47.59] But I spend my money on mental health books
[02:49.09] And read them just to control all my pain
[02:50.48] I don't wear clothes, but bought this chain
[02:52.24] And just like you this chain is fake
[02:53.99] I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness
[02:56.40] Written on my fucking face
[02:58.79] What'd you expect?
[02:59.68] Did you think I was immune to what you were saying
[03:01.23] And didn't see all of the disrespect?
[03:02.87] Do you think I'm not human, have no feelings?
[03:04.91] Or maybe you think I'm fucking weak and now I'm pleading
[03:07.57] Maybe you think I'm just too good
[03:09.35] And that I'm fucking cheating?
[03:11.38] Or maybe, just maybe
[03:14.52] You're blind and the hate inside your heart
[03:16.57] Clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme
[03:19.72] Even though we all know I'm one of the best of all time (all time)
[03:25.48] Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't-
[03:28.64] Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league
[03:31.66] Stop saying I don't believe in God just because you can't read
[03:34.71] Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed
[03:38.00] I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me
