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[00:13.47] Yeah, what's your definition
[00:15.71] of success?
[00:17.21] I don't trust the thoughts that
[00:18.47] come inside my head
[00:20.46] I don't trust this thing that
[00:21.61] beats inside my chest
[00:23.12] Who I am and who I wanna
[00:24.11] be can not connect; why?
[00:26.36] Don't think I deserve it?
[00:27.61] You get no respect
[00:28.87] I just made a couple mil',
[00:30.11] still not impressed
[00:30.88] Let You Down goes triple
[00:32.11] platinum, yeah, okay, okay,
[00:33.76] I guess
[00:34.26] Smile for a moment then
[00:35.27] these questions startin' to
[00:36.26] fill my head, not again!
[00:38.01] I push away the people that
[00:39.76] I love the most; why?
[00:41.51] I don't want no one to know
[00:43.02] I'm vulnerable; why?
[00:44.51] That makes me feel weak
[00:45.54] and so uncomfortable; why?
[00:47.51] Stop askin' me questions,
[00:48.78] I just wanna feel alive
[00:50.50] Until I die—this isn't Nate's flow
[00:52.77] Just let me rhyme;
[00:53.76] I'm in disguise
[00:55.01] I'm a busy person, got no
[00:56.51] time for lies; one of a kind
[00:58.77] They don't see it; I pull out
[01:00.01] they eyes; I'm on the rise!
[01:01.75] I've been doin' this for most
[01:03.02] my life with no advice
[01:04.76] Take my chances, I just roll
[01:06.05] the dice, do what I like
[01:07.75] As a kid, I was afraid of heights,
[01:09.74] put that aside
[01:11.00] Now I'm here and they look so
[01:12.51] surprised, well so am I, woo!
[01:14.52] They don't invite me to the
[01:15.79] parties but I still arrive
[01:17.27] Kick down the door and then
[01:18.76] I go inside
[01:19.76] Give off that "I do not belong
[01:21.27] here" vibe
[01:22.26] Then take the keys right off
[01:23.26] the counter, let's go for a ride
[01:25.00] Why do y'all look mortified?
[01:26.51] I keep to myself, they think
[01:27.78] I'm sorta shy, organized
[01:29.27] Let You Down's the only song
[01:30.76] you've heard of? Well then
[01:31.69] you're behind
[01:32.41] Story time; wish that I could
[01:33.91] think like Big Sean does,
[01:34.90] but I just can't decide
[01:36.41] If I should stick my knife
[01:37.16] inside of Pennywise
[01:38.41] I, I don't care what anybody
[01:40.40] else thinks—lies
[01:42.14] I do not need nobody to help
[01:43.91] me—lies
[01:45.16] I kinda feel guilty 'cause
[01:46.66] I'm wealthy; why?
[01:48.15] I don't understand, it's got
[01:49.66] me questionin' like, "Why?
[01:51.16] Just tell me why"—now back
[01:52.66] to this flow
[01:53.66] Inside I feel divided
[01:55.43] Back when I ain't had a dime,
[01:56.93] but had the drive
[01:58.41] Back before I ever signed,
[02:00.17] I questioned life, like,
[02:01.65] "Who am I, man?" Woo!
[02:03.42] Nothin' to me's ever good
[02:04.15] enough
[02:04.82] I could be workin' for
[02:05.57] twenty-four hours a day and
[02:06.57] think I never did enough
[02:07.57] My life is a movie but there
[02:08.57] ain't no tellin' what you're
[02:09.57] gonna see in my cinema
[02:10.82] I wanna be great but I get it
[02:11.57] in the way of myself and
[02:12.57] I think about everything that
[02:13.59] I could never be
[02:14.32] Why do I do it though?
[02:15.06] Ayy, yeah
[02:15.68] Why you always lookin'
[02:16.44] aggravated?
[02:17.19] Not a choice, you know
[02:18.18] I had to make it
[02:18.94] When they talk about the
[02:19.59] greatest, they gon' probably
[02:20.59] never put us in the conversation
[02:21.85] Like somethin' then I gotta
[02:22.79] take it
[02:23.50] Write somethin' then I might
[02:24.27] erase it
[02:25.02] I love it, then I really hate it
[02:26.00] What's the problem, Nathan?
[02:27.02] I don't know!
[02:28.17] I know I like to preach to
[02:29.17] always be yourself
[02:30.66] But my emotions make me
[02:31.68] feel like I am someone else
[02:33.44] Me and pride had made a
[02:34.92] pact that we don't need no
[02:35.67] help
[02:36.66] Which feels like I'm at war
[02:37.42] inside myself but I forgot
[02:38.69] the shells
[02:39.67] I hold my issues up for all
[02:41.16] to see, like show and tell
[02:42.41] A lot of people know me, but,
[02:44.10] not a lot know me well
[02:45.61] Hold my issues up for all to
[02:47.09] see, like show and tell
[02:48.85] A lot of people know me, but,
[02:50.35] they don't know me well
