If I Surrender

[00:13.70] Lately I've been feeling so ashamed

[00:20.95] By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain

[00:26.96] 'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently

[00:33.20] I'm hanging by a thread tonight, but this time I don't wanna be saved (saved)

[00:39.46] So let me fall, let me break

[00:43.71] Under everything unsaid

[00:46.95] Just let me die 'cause I can't take

[00:50.45] Living with what's in my head

[00:53.20] If I surrender, surrender

[00:57.70] To the monsters in me

[01:00.95] If I surrender, surrender

[01:05.46] To the monsters in me

[01:07.21] Will it set me free?

[01:14.20] What's the point of holding on like this?

[01:22.45] When no one seems to care if I exist

[01:27.97] There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick

[01:32.45] So sick of hearing, I should stay when I know I would never be missed

[01:41.46] So let me fall, let me break

[01:44.96] Under everything unsaid

[01:48.21] Just let me die 'cause I can't take

[01:51.95] Living with what's in my head

[01:54.99] If I surrender, surrender

[01:58.95] To the monsters in me

[02:01.95] If I surrender, surrender

[02:05.70] To the monsters in me

[02:11.21] If you could see under my skin

[02:15.96] You'd realize why I hold it in

[02:17.71] Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

[02:21.46] Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

[02:24.70] If you could see all my abuse

[02:27.96] And spend a day inside my shoes

[02:31.45] You'd realize why I just wanna lose

[02:34.95] You'd realize why I just wanna lose

[02:36.95] Will anyone believe the hell of being me

[02:40.46] Before I decide to be the dying proof?

[02:49.47] So let me fall, let me break

[02:53.46] Under everything unsaid

[02:56.20] Just let me die 'cause I can't take

[02:59.95] Living with what's in my head

[03:02.70] If I surrender, surrender

[03:06.96] To the monsters in me

[03:09.70] If I surrender, surrender

[03:13.70] To the monsters in me

[03:16.72] Will it set me free?