All Too Well
[00:21.89] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:27.73] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:32.28] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:37.62] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:52.76] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:58.63] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:03.94] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:08.47] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.34] And I know it's long gone and
[01:16.77] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.42] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:24.48] Oh, oh, oh
[01:29.80] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:34.86] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.41] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:42.10] I remember it all too well
[01:50.07] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
[01:55.16] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:00.73] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:05.82] You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
[02:10.58] And you were tossing me the car keys, "fuck the patriarchy"
[02:15.12] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
[02:20.72] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
[02:25.21] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
[02:31.11] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.04] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
[02:38.05] After three months in the grave
[02:41.25] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:46.05] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[02:51.40] And I know it's long gone and
[02:54.85] There was nothing else I could do
[02:57.55] And I forget about you long enough
[03:00.21] To forget why I needed to
[03:07.94] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:12.99] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.50] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.20] I remember it all too well
[03:28.47] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:33.52] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.30] Sacred prayer and we'd swear
[03:40.74] To remember it all too well, yeah
[04:03.11] Well, maybe we got lost in translation
[04:07.01] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.18] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:12.12] 'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.52] Running scared, I was there
[04:16.92] I remember it all too well
[04:24.65] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
[04:30.49] So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:35.02] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:39.29] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:45.44] They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
[04:51.00] Every time you double-cross my mind
[04:56.08] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
[05:02.76] And that made me want to die
[05:06.52] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.44] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.16] Not weeping in a party bathroom
[05:19.60] Some actress asking me what happened, you
[05:23.57] That's what happened, you
[05:27.05] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.39] Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
[05:36.95] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
[05:42.24] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[06:00.09] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:05.70] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
[06:10.75] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.10] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.13] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.44] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.53] You can't get rid of it
[06:33.40] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:41.92] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.24] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:51.80] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.22] I remember it all too well
[07:02.19] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.63] You remember it all
[07:07.30] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:09.73] You remember it all
[07:12.42] It was rare, I was there
[07:14.87] I remember it all too well
[07:21.29] And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
[07:27.66] "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
[07:33.01] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.05] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.39] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:48.73] Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
[07:53.78] 'Cause in this city's barren cold
[07:57.51] I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:02.85] And how it glistened as it fell
[08:07.14] I remember it all too well
[08:14.36] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:24.24] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:34.60] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
[08:42.02] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[08:46.31] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[08:51.37] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[08:56.77] It was rare, you remember it all too well
[09:01.83] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:07.17] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:12.24] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:17.28] It was rare, you remember it
[09:22.62] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:27.68] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:32.77] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:38.05] It was rare, you remember it
[09:42.86] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:48.44] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:53.28] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:58.57] It was rare, you remember it
