Emails I Can't Send

[00:05.62] It's times like these wish I had a time machine

[00:09.07] So I could see what you did October thirteenth

[00:12.79] At 10:15, were you really asleep?

[00:16.51] Were you lying to me and the family?

[00:21.03] There's no us in us when I'm lacking trust

[00:24.21] You wanna discuss, ugh

[00:26.34] You disgust me

[00:28.20] Don't make me cuss you out

[00:30.33] Why'd you let me down?

[00:32.19] Don't say sorry now

[00:35.90] And thanks to you I, I can't love right

[00:39.36] I get nice guys and villainize them

[00:43.08] Read their texts like they're having sex right now

[00:48.12] Scared I'll find out that it's true

[00:50.80] And if I do, then I blame you for

[00:53.45] Every worst that I assume

[00:57.43] When I'm forty-five, someone calls me their wife

[01:01.16] And he fucks our lives in one selfish night

[01:04.87] Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did

[01:08.59] And, God, I love you, but you're such a dipshit

[01:12.31] Please fucking fix this

[01:17.09] 'Cause you were all I looked up to

[01:21.34] Now I can't even look at you

[01:37.54] I mean, as they say in Chicago

[01:43.12] "He had it coming"