Self Talk

[00:15.74] Old Parker: Hey, can we talk?

[00:17.33] Parker: Na, I don't really wanna talk right now

[00:19.20] Old Parker: That's okay, you never really did, I've been screaming every day "Please let me out!!"

[00:22.64] Parker: Hold up, Let you out? You couldn't protect yourself I was protecting you...

[00:26.12] Old Parker: You were protecting me?!

[00:27.17] Parker: Yes protecting you, everybody in this world was rejecting you, nobody out here could accept you

[00:31.16] Old Parker: No, everyone could, except you. That's the problem that you have man, you build walls up and hid behind the shame and I guess that I'm partially to blame, I don't know what to say

[00:38.86] Parker: Don't explain! You're making no sense to me, it kind of all just sounds like a guess to me...

[00:42.60] Old Parker: Bro, your trauma made me just a memory, ain't nobody in this world remembers me

[00:46.85] Parker: So you wanted them to hurt you?

[00:48.70] Old Parker: Man that's not what I'm saying...

[00:49.77] Parker: Well you basically are every time that you told me I took it too far, and your ex left you cause you're way too emotional

[00:54.29] Old Parker: Man I did what I was supposed to do

[00:56.41] Parker: No you didn't! The world made you hit your limit, and then I got distant. That's what I'm tryna tell you but you just won't listen

[01:01.47] Old Parker: What I'm tryna tell you is we're both broken, My heart's open, yours is closing...

[01:04.66] Parker: I don't give a damn if my heart is frozen!

[01:07.61] Old Parker: You don't wanna be yourself?

[01:08.96] Parker: I had to free myself, because it just kept happening!

[01:10.82] Old Parker: Go see a therapist instead of just rappening, or it'll just keep happening!

[01:13.48] Parker: You don't think I ever get tired of maskin' it?!

[01:16.93] Old Parker: I don't care if you do cause the more that you are means the more that I'm vanishing...and I really just want myself back again