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[00:23.03] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:28.33] But somethin' 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:33.64] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:37.89] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:53.57] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:59.15] We're singin' in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:04.72] Autumn leaves fallin' down like pieces into place
[01:08.98] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.55] And I know it's long gone and
[01:17.21] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.86] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:25.18] Oh, oh, oh
[01:30.23] 'Causе there we arе again on that little town street
[01:35.27] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.79] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:42.44] I remember it all too well
[01:50.41] Photo album on the counter
[01:53.61] Your cheeks were turnin' red
[01:55.72] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:01.03] And your mother's tellin' stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:06.08] You taught me 'bout your past thinkin' your future was me
[02:10.86] And you were tossing me the car keys
[02:13.79] Fuck The Patriarchy keychain on the ground
[02:18.04] We were always skippin' town
[02:21.22] And I was thinkin' on the drive down: Any time now
[02:25.74] He's gonna say it's love
[02:28.13] You never called it what it was
[02:31.31] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.24] Check the pulse and come back swearing, it's the same
[02:38.75] After three months in the grave
[02:41.68] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:46.19] But all I felt was shame
[02:48.84] And you held my lifeless frame
[02:52.57] And I know it's long gone and
[02:55.23] There was nothing else I could do
[02:57.88] And I forget about you long enough
[03:00.27] To forget why I needed to
[03:08.24] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.29] We're dancin' 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.80] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.46] I remember it all too well
[03:28.96] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:34.00] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.53] Sacred prayer and we'd swear
[03:41.18] To remember it all too well, yeah
[04:04.28] Well, maybe we got lost in translation
[04:07.21] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.60] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up
[04:14.38] Runnin' scared, I was there
[04:17.03] I remember it all too well
[04:25.01] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
[04:30.85] So casually cruel in the name of bein' honest
[04:35.10] I'm a crumpled-up piece of paper lyin' here
[04:39.61] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:46.25] They say all's well that ends well
[04:48.64] But I'm in a new hell every time
[04:53.17] You double-cross my mind
[04:56.62] You said if we had been closer in age
[05:00.07] Maybe it would've been fine
[05:03.52] And that made me want to die
[05:06.98] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.63] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel
[05:13.62] Whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.33] Not weepin' in a party bathroom
[05:20.00] Some actress askin' me what happened: You
[05:23.97] That's what happened: You
[05:27.70] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.74] Sippin' coffee like you're on a late-night show
[05:37.79] But then he watched me watch the front door all night
[05:40.71] Willin' you to come
[05:42.56] And he said: It's supposed to be fun
[05:45.76] Turning 21
[06:00.90] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:06.21] I'd like to be my old self again
[06:08.87] But I'm still tryin' to find it
[06:11.52] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.57] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.88] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.92] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.71] You can't get rid of it
[06:34.10] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:42.34] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.65] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:52.43] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.81] I remember it all too well
[07:02.53] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.92] You remember it all
[07:07.57] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:10.23] You remember it all
[07:13.14] It was rare, I was there
[07:15.27] I remember it all too well
[07:22.18] And I was never good at tellin' jokes, but the punch line goes
[07:28.02] I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age
[07:33.34] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.38] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.70] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:49.27] Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
[07:54.05] 'Cause in this city's barren cold
[07:58.30] I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:03.09] And how it glistened as it fell
[08:07.60] I remember it all too well
[08:15.04] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:25.13] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:35.50] Just between us (just between us)m I remember it all too well (wind in my hair)
[08:43.46] (I was there, I was there)
[08:47.17] (Down the stairs, I was there, I was there)
[08:51.96] (Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
[08:57.28] (It was rare, you remember it all too well)
[09:02.59] (Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there)
[09:07.36] (Down the stairs, I was there, I was there)
[09:12.68] (Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
[09:17.73] (It was rare, you remember it all too well)
[09:23.04] (Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there)
[09:27.82] (Down the stairs, I was there, I was there)
[09:33.13] (Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
[09:38.44] (It was rare, you remember it)
[09:43.76] (Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there)
[09:48.81] (Down the stairs, I was there, I was there)
[09:53.85] (Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
