all too well
[00:23.01] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
[00:28.32] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:33.10] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:37.88] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[00:53.55] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:59.13] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
[01:04.44] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:08.96] And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.53] And I know it's long gone and
[01:17.20] That magic's not here no more
[01:19.85] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
[01:24.89] Oh, oh, oh
[01:30.21] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:35.26] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.50] Wind in my hair, I was there
[01:42.16] I remember it all too well
[01:50.40] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
[01:55.70] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:01.02] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:06.33] You told me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
[02:10.59] And you were tossing me the car keys, "Fuck the patriarchy"
[02:15.37] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
[02:20.94] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
[02:25.72] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
[02:31.30] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.22] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
[02:38.74] After three months in the grave
[02:41.92] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
[02:46.17] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[02:52.29] And I know it's long gone and
[02:55.20] There was nothing else I could do
[02:57.60] And I forget about you long enough
[03:00.25] To forget why I needed to
[03:08.22] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.27] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:17.52] Down the stairs, I was there
[03:20.44] I remember it all too well
[03:28.94] And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:33.99] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.23] Sacred prayer and we'd swear
[03:40.90] To remember it all too well, yeah
[04:04.27] Well, maybe we got lost in translation
[04:06.93] Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.31] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:11.97] 'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.10] Running scared, I was there
[04:17.02] I remember it all too well
[04:24.98] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
[04:30.57] So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:35.35] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:36.15] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all
[04:46.23] They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
[04:51.29] Every time you double-cross my mind
[04:56.60] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
[05:03.24] And that made me want to die
[05:06.96] The idea you had of me, who was she?
[05:09.62] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.31] Not weeping in a party bathroom
[05:19.70] Some actress asking me what happened, you
[05:23.95] That's what happened, you
[05:27.68] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:32.72] Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
[05:37.77] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
[05:42.55] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[06:00.87] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:06.19] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
[06:11.24] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.55] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.60] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.91] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.16] You can't get rid of it
[06:34.08] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[06:42.32] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:47.62] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:51.88] It was rare, I was there
[06:54.80] I remember it all too well
[07:02.24] Wind in my hair, you were there
[07:04.90] You remember it all
[07:07.81] Down the stairs, you were there
[07:10.48] You remember it all
[07:12.60] It was rare, I was there
[07:15.25] I remember it all too well
[07:21.89] And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
[07:27.48] "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
[07:33.32] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.37] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.68] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
[07:48.98] Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
[07:54.03] 'Cause in this city's barren cold
[07:58.28] I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:03.06] And how it glistened as it fell
[08:07.58] I remember it all too well
[08:15.02] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
[08:25.11] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
[08:35.47] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
[08:42.91] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[08:46.89] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[08:51.68] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[08:56.98] It was rare, you remember it all too well
[09:02.03] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:07.08] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:12.66] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:17.97] It was rare, you remember it
[09:23.01] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:28.06] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:33.38] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:38.43] It was rare, you remember it
[09:43.47] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
[09:48.79] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
[09:54.09] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
[09:59.14] It was rare, you remember it all too well
