03 Change - (SongsLover.com)
[00:16.32] Yeah, look
[00:17.64] I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
[00:20.30] Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down
[00:22.95] Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
[00:25.09] I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
[00:26.69] Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
[00:29.10] I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
[00:30.98] I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
[00:33.12] But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
[00:34.75] Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
[00:36.41] World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
[00:38.31] You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
[00:41.07] I swear I'm tryna get it together
[00:42.67] Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
[00:44.85] I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever
[00:46.73] Forget the charts, I've been focusin' on holdin' my head up
[00:49.27] Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
[00:50.97] And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can have the regrets
[00:52.84] 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
[00:55.22] Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
[00:57.09] Holdin' my chest to be honest, so I'm tired of it
[00:59.21] Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
[01:01.33] I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
[01:03.46] But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
[01:05.32] Runnin' from change
[01:09.04] I'm lookin' for change
[01:13.03] I'm searchin' for change
[01:17.00] I'm lookin' for change
[01:20.75] I just want, I just want change
[01:22.62] Yeah, I don't like new things
[01:24.47] Got a lot of mood swings
[01:26.64] Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
[01:28.75] I don't wanna hear what you think
[01:30.87] Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
[01:33.00] Every night feel like two weeks
[01:35.14] Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
[01:37.66] Can't help it, that's just me, lies
[01:38.98] That's me avoidin' the change
[01:40.07] Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
[01:42.26] Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
[01:44.14] Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
[01:46.28] Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
[01:48.40] That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
[01:50.53] Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
[01:52.37] Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
[01:54.76] I need change
[01:56.12] Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
[01:56.93] But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
[01:58.77] And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
[02:00.65] But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
[02:02.79] Change, it's somethin' that I know I should do
[02:04.66] I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth
[02:06.79] But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
[02:08.92] See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
[02:10.78] Lookin' for change
[02:15.04] I'm lookin' for change
[02:18.48] I'm searchin' for change
[02:22.47] I'm lookin' for change
[02:26.50] I just want, I just want
[02:28.62] I need a moment of silence
[02:30.22] I don't like change, but I'll try it
[02:32.34] I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
[02:34.20] Why are they always defiant?
[02:36.06] See, all my emotions are liars
[02:38.45] All my emotions are violent
[02:40.37] They don't want freedom to find me
[02:41.97] Mention a name and everybody riots (change)
[02:44.10] Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
[02:46.24] They keep on workin', but I know
[02:47.61] Breathin' don't mean you're alive so
[02:49.29] I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
[02:51.68] Positive thoughts are my rivals (change)
[02:53.28] I'm tryna be be on their side though
[02:54.95] Should I feel comfortable? I don't
[02:56.63] Last year, I felt suicidal
[02:57.93] This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
[03:00.59] I'm lookin' for change
[03:02.18] I'm lookin' for (yeah)
[03:03.51] I'm searchin' for change
[03:06.16] I'm lookin' for
[03:07.76] I just want, I just want change
[03:10.15] I'm lookin' for (yeah)
[03:12.01] I'm searchin' for change
[03:14.13] I'm lookin' for, yeah (ay, ay)
[03:16.52] I just want, I just want change
[03:18.13] Yeah, I'm lookin' for
[03:19.98] I'm searchin' for change
[03:22.63] I'm lookin' for (yeah)
[03:24.56] I just want, I just want change
[03:26.62] I'm lookin' for (ay)
[03:28.70] I'm searchin' for change
[03:30.63] I'm lookin' for, yeah
[03:32.23] I just want, I just want change
