dying on the inside

[00:02.91] If I were you, I would be more confident

[00:06.63] You're lucky that you're pretty

[00:08.49] Why are you obsessed with your appearance?

[00:12.47] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine

[00:16.19] It's been my best-kept secret for a while now

[00:20.71] No one ever sees it, but it's all around

[00:23.63] It's the dinner conversation no one talks about

[00:27.61] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

[00:32.40] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade

[00:36.38] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

[00:40.10] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive

[00:45.94] They're all like

[00:48.07] "Did you change your hair?"

[00:49.66] "Did you lose a little weight?"

[00:51.79] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"

[00:55.50] I hate that I always look my best

[01:00.29] When I'm dying on the inside

[01:08.26] When I'm dying on the inside

[01:17.29] I wish I could break the mirror

[01:19.94] That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear

[01:23.39] And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears

[01:27.38] No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life

[01:33.23] What if I didn't do this to my body?

[01:36.94] What if I quit and then you don't want me?

[01:40.93] The dinner conversation no one talks about

[01:44.64] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

[01:49.42] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade

[01:53.41] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

[01:56.86] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive

[02:02.98] They're all like

[02:04.83] "Did you change your hair?"

[02:06.43] "Did you lose a little weight?"

[02:08.81] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"

[02:12.27] I hate that I always look my best

[02:17.06] When I'm dying on the inside

[02:24.77] When I'm dying on the inside

[02:32.74] When I'm dying on the inside

[02:34.33] You should take it as a compliment

[02:36.72] If I were you, I would be more confident

[02:40.44] You're lucky that you're pretty

[02:42.03] Why are you obsessed with your appearance?

[02:46.02] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine

[02:50.80] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade

[02:54.78] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

[02:58.50] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive

[03:04.09] They're all like

[03:06.47] "Did you change your hair?"

[03:07.80] "Did you lose a little weight?"

[03:10.19] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"

[03:13.91] I hate that I always look my best

[03:18.42] When I'm dying on the inside