Escapism

[00:10.04] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:12.44] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:15.09] I met him at the bar, it was twelve or somethin'

[00:17.75] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight I want him

[00:20.14] A little context if you care to listen

[00:22.53] I find myself in this shit position

[00:25.19] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:27.58] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:29.97] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:32.36] Fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:35.01] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:37.41] In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'

[00:39.79] Just a heart broke bitch

[00:41.12] High heels six inch

[00:42.19] In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne

[00:45.12] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:47.52] In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine

[00:49.90] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:52.56] I was looking for a man who's on the same page

[00:54.95] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:57.34] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:01.33] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:05.84] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:10.62] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:12.48] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[01:15.40] Take this pain away

[01:17.27] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor

[01:18.86] I don't wanna feel

[01:20.30] Took this joint how I'm blowing this steam

[01:22.40] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:24.98] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:27.37] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:30.10] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:32.44] Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'

[01:35.63] Excuse my state

[01:36.16] I'm as high as your hopes that you'll make it on my bed

[01:38.54] Get me hot and sizzlin'

[01:40.14] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:42.53] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:46.02] And I'm already actin' like a dick

[01:48.11] Know what I mean?

[01:48.64] So you might as well stick it in

[01:49.97] Just a heart broke bitch

[01:51.03] High heels six inch

[01:52.39] In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne

[01:54.75] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:57.41] In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine

[01:59.80] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:02.48] I was looking for a man who's on the same page

[02:06.16] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:09.88] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:11.24] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:16.02] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:20.27] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:22.66] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[02:25.04] Take this pain away

[02:27.17] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor

[02:28.77] I don't wanna feel (What?)

[02:31.42] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:36.20] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:40.93] Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night)

[02:45.23] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:50.72] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:55.59] Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways

[03:00.65] So, you'll run, but you'll never escape

[03:06.39] Sunset in the maze

[03:07.54] (You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:11.44] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:16.05] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:20.03] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.70] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:27.37] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor

[03:28.80] I don't wanna feel

[03:31.62] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:36.50] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:42.52] I don't, I don't- how I did last night

[04:04.85] Mhmm lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:07.61] I don't know where the fuck I am

[04:08.89] Or who's driving the fucking car

[04:10.26] Speeding down the highway sippin'

[04:12.39] Mixing pills with the liquor

[04:13.72] 'Cause fuck these feelings

[04:15.05] I left everyone I love on read (Uh-uh)

[04:17.44] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-uh)

[04:19.83] I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)