香椎モイミ 「エリカの憂い」 ver.dongdang (128K)

[00:05.86] My heart shan’t melt away with the morning dew.

[00:10.83] As though seeing through something empty,

[00:15.93] The slender rays of the sun that shine in

[00:20.99] Were quite like a trifling bit of mischief.

[00:26.12] My figure is a forgery

[00:31.12] That is reflected in the eyes of others.

[00:37.69] Today I’ll say farewell.

[00:41.19] I don’t need a “see you later.”

[00:48.93] I want to live for a single fleeting moment

[00:53.89] Like a flower that blooms sweetly

[00:58.92] And then quietly wither away,

[01:03.22] For you’re no longer here.

[01:09.32] Morning and night, spring and winter,

[01:14.15] Everything rolls on like a movie.

[01:19.21] You return so you can abandon me;

[01:25.35] You’re just going round and round.

[01:29.41] Is it the fault of the fruit of knowledge? Ah, what a world.

[01:34.96] Pining for you in a red that shines wetly,

[01:39.58] Everything I catch sight of glistens like that,

[01:45.11] But those are all in our callow days; we’re innocent,

[01:50.21] And therefore both living and dying

[01:52.64] Are mere equals in our eyes.

[01:56.96] I want to hide the scent at the base

[01:59.71] Of my throat and what you’re looking at

[02:03.90] With that cold gaze.

[02:06.57] I want to hide everything here.

[02:17.82] The rain shall fall, the sun shall shine,

[02:22.57] And my figure shall be reflected on the water’s surface,

[02:27.63] Yet in some respects, you’re looking this way

[02:33.97] As though you were a total stranger.

[02:40.46] I had wanted to believe in something

[02:45.53] With an inexhaustible piety.

[02:50.60] I had wanted to live putting my thoughts

[02:55.69] In the hands of my passion.

[03:01.03] Even now, you veil your feelings

[03:05.79] Towards me as apathy,

[03:10.89] And so everything stabs me

[03:16.12] As painfully as needles.

[03:21.12] “This is my punishment,” I think.