孤独の宗教 - syudou (cover) (128K)
[00:18.96] I’m not even a little bit unhappy
[00:20.62] I’m not so much of an idiot that I wouldn’t even notice that
[00:22.76] No, no, if you bottle up your feelings,
[00:25.26] you won’t come to understand those plain pains or bitterness
[00:27.64] No matter what I do, no matter how it turns out,
[00:29.64] I’ll still be satisfied either way
[00:32.34] All alone, the thoughts going around in my head all night seem like they’re about to explode
[00:36.64] These super-duper normal, average thoughts
[00:38.50] make me a self-styled crazy person (lolol)
[00:41.08] But I’m able to live a healthy life with this abnormal mind
[00:43.40] All thanks to you
[00:45.10] I’m not lonely!
[00:47.16] Not lonely at all!
[00:49.84] Even though I get that, this hunger for love won’t disappear
[00:53.96] I want to be fooled by you!
[00:56.02] I really want to be fooled by you!
[00:58.86] Even knowing that this belief and love I have for you is a lie,
[01:03.48] let’s live cleanly and properly
[01:14.60] I don’t want to blame anyone else,
[01:16.34] but if I take on that much it’ll ruin my health
[01:18.52] Both morning and night, twice a day
[01:20.84] I’m hoping to be saved by that, like an idiot
[01:23.14] Saying that I hate this, that I don’t want to do it anymore
[01:25.54] But even still, I’m clinging to it before I realize
[01:27.86] The seal of death is on my face, reading,
[01:29.64] “It’s still better than being dead”
[01:32.22] This pure, innocent little f*cker
[01:34.20] won’t stay obedient forever
[01:36.40] The view of an old man, an arbitrary opinion--
[01:38.90] they’re both insane
[01:40.58] I’m not honest!
[01:42.66] Not honest at all!
[01:45.38] Even still, I can’t join in with these normal days
[01:49.46] I honestly just want to be swept away!
[01:51.46] I really want to be swept away!
[01:54.34] But since I can’t just ride the last train to a happy end
[01:58.98] I’ll start running with nothing more than the clothes I’m wearing
[02:09.78] I’m still, still chasing that
[02:12.18] simple, clear blue picture
[02:14.28] I simply want to live without
[02:16.54] being scorned by that pure heartedness, but, but…
[02:18.88] Sleeping through the night and waking up in the morning, simply repeating that
[02:20.90] I must have had hopes and dreams, but I suddenly realized this was all that was left
[02:23.24] But how long can I go on while dedicating everything I have to that one thing?
[02:25.56] Ah, the world may as well laugh at this coward from the bottom of its heart
[02:30.60] I’m not lonely.
[02:32.68] Not lonely at all, but…
[02:37.72] Rest. In. Peace
[02:39.40] I’m not lonely!
[02:41.48] Not lonely at all!
[02:44.20] Even though I get that, this hunger for love won’t disappear
[02:48.26] I want to be fooled by you!
[02:50.50] I really want to be fooled by you!
[02:53.16] Even if the chain binding me to this life is getting weak,
[02:57.72] let’s cheerfully fall together
[03:06.24] TRANSLATION: aquariantwin (magenetratranslation on Tumblr)
