It's Been So Lonng

[00:09.75] I dunno what I was thinking, |

[00:11.60] Leaving my child behind,

[00:14.00] Now I suffer the curse

[00:16.12] and now I am blind

[00:19.31] With all this anger,

[00:20.37] guilt and sadness,

[00:21.70] Coming to haunt me forever,

[00:24.09] I can't wait for the cliff

[00:25.95] at the end of the river,

[00:29.42] Is this revenge I am seeking,

[00:31.53] Or seeking someone to avange me

[00:33.91] Stuck in my own paradox

[00:35.80] I wanna set myself free

[00:39.13] Maybe I should chase

[00:41.00] and find before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.19] It won't be long before

[00:46.04] I'll become a puppet

[00:48.97] It's been so long,

[00:51.36] Since I last have seen my son

[00:53.21] lost to this monster

[00:55.34] to the man behind the slaughter

[00:59.33] Since you've been gone

[01:01.71] I've been singing this stupid song

[01:03.59] So I could ponder

[01:05.36] The sanity of your mother

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[01:29.79] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.39] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.05] But the future keeps luring in

[01:35.92] like a pack of snakes

[01:39.36] Your sweet little eyes,

[01:41.22] your little smile,

[01:42.29] is all I remember

[01:44.41] Those fuzzy memories mess

[01:46.53] with my temper

[01:49.72] Justification is killing me

[01:51.58] But killing isn't justified

[01:53.97] What happened to my son,

[01:56.38] I'm terrified

[01:59.28] It lingers in my mind

[02:01.14] and the thought keeps on getting bigger,

[02:04.33] I'm sorry my sweet baby,

[02:06.20] I wish I've been there.

[02:09.38] It's been so long,

[02:11.76] Since I last have seen my son

[02:13.90] lost to this monster

[02:15.49] to the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.21] Since you've been gone

[02:21.59] I've been singing this stupid song

[02:23.73] So I could ponder

[02:25.60] The sanity of your mother

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