Billie Eilish - Male Fantasy (Lyrics)

[00:18.27] Home alone

[00:19.78] Trying not to eat

[00:22.28] Distract myself with pornography

[00:26.78] I hate the way she looks at me

[00:33.76] I can't stand the dialogue

[00:37.28] She would never be

[00:39.52] That satisfied, it's a male fantasy

[00:44.02] I'm going back to therapy

[00:51.03] 'Cause I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how

[00:59.78] Guess it's hard to know

[01:01.79] When nobody else comes around

[01:08.52] If I'm getting over you

[01:13.52] Or just pretending to

[01:17.77] Be alright, convince myself I hate you

[01:38.28] I got a call from a girl I used to know

[01:43.01] We were inseparable years ago

[01:46.78] Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so

[01:53.78] And it's all I think about

[01:57.02] When I'm behind the wheel

[01:59.77] I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel

[02:04.03] But nothing lasts, I know the deal

[02:11.02] But I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how

[02:19.78] Guess it's hard to know

[02:22.02] When nobody else comes around

[02:28.54] If I'm getting over you

[02:33.29] Or just pretending to

[02:37.78] Be alright, convince myself I hate you

[02:48.78] Can't get over you

[02:52.77] No matter what I do

[02:57.02] I know I should but I could never hate you