Family

[00:14.68] Taste bitter on a guilty tongue

[00:20.72] It's hard to see I'm the chosen one

[00:27.49] Fake friends with a camera phone

[00:33.78] Ugly, drunk, cold and missin' home

[00:38.55] This home of mine, I see it in my dreams

[00:44.07] But everyone looks happy, and everyone still likes me

[00:50.85] This home of mine, I miss it all the time

[00:56.87] What happened to this family? What happened to this family?

[01:04.16] I let you down

[01:05.92] Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards

[01:12.21] Being thoughtful can be so hard

[01:18.24] First 15 years I'm the favourite son

[01:25.02] Last 15 years I'm the hated one

[01:29.29] This heart of mine gets blacker all the time

[02:00.68] Affection makes me nauseous

[02:00.93] Believe me, I don't want this

[02:01.44] I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry

[02:01.94] I never say 'I love you' even though I want to

[00:00.00] I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid

[00:00.00] A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend

[00:00.00] And this is all my fault, I only make you cry

[00:00.00] I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me

[00:00.00] 'Cause I let you down and I lost my fucking mind

[00:00.00] And everything got messy and everyone got angry

[00:00.00] I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time

[00:00.00] Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me?

[00:00.00] What happened to this family?

[00:00.00] What happened to this family?

[00:00.00] What happened to this family?

[00:00.00] What happened to this family?

[00:00.00] Don't hate me, don't hate me

[00:00.00] Don't let me drown

[00:00.00] I hate goodbyes, so cringy I could die

[00:00.00] We only say 'I love you' 'cause that's what we're supposed to

[00:00.00] And most families lie, but I meant it every time

[00:00.00] And treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect