Escapism

[00:08.59] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:10.23] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:12.36] I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something

[00:14.49] I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:16.87] A little context if you care to listen

[00:19.00] I find myself in a shit position

[00:21.39] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:22.99] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:25.64] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:27.77] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:29.89] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:32.28] In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'

[00:34.41] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

[00:36.27] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:38.93] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:40.78] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[00:43.44] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:45.30] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:47.69] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:49.55] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[00:53.00] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[00:57.52] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:00.97] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:03.09] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[01:05.48] Take this pain away

[01:07.08] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:09.74] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:12.13] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:13.98] Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it

[01:16.11] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:18.50] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:20.63] Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'

[01:23.02] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:25.41] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin'

[01:27.53] If I take a step back to see the glass half-full

[01:29.39] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:32.85] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:35.24] So you might as well stick it in

[01:36.30] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

[01:38.16] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:40.55] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:42.67] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[01:44.80] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[01:47.19] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[01:49.31] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[01:51.70] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:54.62] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:59.41] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:02.86] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:04.98] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[02:07.11] Take this pain away

[02:08.97] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (What?)

[02:12.69] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:17.20] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:21.19] Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night)

[02:24.66] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:29.72] Out of reach, out of touch

[02:31.58] Too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:33.97] Toast up, so what?

[02:36.10] Street small, but it go both ways

[02:38.75] So, you'll run, yeah

[02:40.88] But you'll never escape

[02:43.53] Sunset in the maze

[02:44.60] (You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[02:47.78] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:52.03] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[02:55.48] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:57.35] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:01.59] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:05.31] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:09.83] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:15.14] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:34.83] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[03:36.97] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[03:39.36] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[03:41.75] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[03:44.14] I left everyone I love on read (Uh-huh)

[03:46.00] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-huh)

[03:48.13] I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)

[03:49.98] Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head