7150 days
[00:25.67] Opening the window, rubbing my eyes
[00:29.51] I walk around,
[00:31.10] searching for my charger
[00:34.22] 4% of my breakfast,
[00:37.97] to be honest, didn't even make it down my throat.
[00:42.22] My face, smiling beautifully,
[00:46.25] was a little dirty.
[00:50.14] Somehow,
[00:50.68] somehow,
[00:51.20] somehow,
[00:51.73] somehow,
[00:52.27] surviving
[00:53.86] in order to search for a feeling I've "never felt before."
[00:58.31] Until that last,
[00:58.84] last,
[00:59.38] last,
[00:59.91] last
[01:00.44] day of life
[01:01.89] I'll protect myself with "Lies."
[01:22.30] Closing the window, rubbing my eyes
[01:26.35] I slurp down 3-minute noodles.
[01:30.53] Obviously, I lock the door to my room as well.
[01:34.66] I've become a bit afraid of people lately.
[01:38.65] I should've been able to smile beautifully, but the stares of people pierce my skin like needless
[01:46.91] Though I spent all that time planning on just living a decent life.
[01:54.81] Somehow,
[01:55.60] somehow,
[01:56.14] somehow,
[01:56.67] somehow
[01:57.26] surviving
[01:59.06] in order to search for that feeling of "Happiness."
[02:03.25] Until that last,
[02:03.52] last,
[02:04.05] last,
[02:04.59] last
[02:05.12] day of life
[02:06.37] I wanted to avoid putting in the effort.
[02:11.35] To be honest, I don't want to lie,
[02:14.91] and I want someone I can call a friend.
[02:19.01] It's much more difficult in reality, though...
[02:27.03] Somehow,
[02:27.30] somehow,
[02:27.83] somehow,
[02:28.09] somehow
[02:28.90] surviving
[02:30.23] in order to search for a feeling I've "never felt before."
[02:35.04] Until that last,
[02:35.57] last,
[02:35.83] last,
[02:36.37] last
[02:36.90] day of life
[02:38.22] I'll protect myself with "Lies."
[02:42.10] I
[02:43.34] somehow,
[02:43.61] somehow,
[02:44.14] somehow,
[02:44.67] somehow
[02:45.20] surviving
[02:46.52] in order to search for that feeling of "Happiness."
[02:50.78] Until that last,
[02:51.31] last,
[02:51.58] last,
[02:52.11] last
[02:52.64] day
[02:54.59] Someone out there is surely feeling like they're going to die, but
[02:58.73] even someone like me is still carrying on.
[03:03.16] Today makes 7150 days.
