Sometimes I
[00:33.92] Sometimes I'm lost and all alone,
[00:36.59] Searching for the truth out on my own.
[00:39.51] No one understands me so I try to explain,
[00:42.96] Why sometimes I look outside and feel alive again.
[00:46.41] I see the stars in a clear night sky
[00:49.06] Wondering what it's like living life so high.
[00:52.26] It's intimidating yet exciting too,
[00:54.38] A feeling of content as I take in this view.
[00:57.57] Sometimes I, sometimes I look outside
[00:59.70] Sometimes I feel alive deep inside.
[01:02.88] Sometimes I'm deprived of what life can bring,
[01:06.07] Sometimes I look for you when loneliness sets in.
[01:09.52] It's a feeling that I know, this longing in my soul
[01:12.71] Chasing something I can't find, and never knowing why
[01:19.62] I look around me for the signs, will God tell me when and why?
[01:20.68] Sometimes I take a breath of air to clear my troubled mind
[01:24.13] Sometimes I search for solace no relief can I find
[01:27.58] Sometimes I close my eyes, like all hope had gone away
[01:31.57] The frustration starts to build and I don't know which way to go
[01:36.09] So please forgive me if you catch me sometimes gazing at the stars below
[01:40.86] Sometimes I take a step back and pause to look above
[01:44.05] Reality fades away as I'm filled with so much love
[01:47.51] A peaceful feeling rushes through my veins, like a stream
[01:51.23] But soon enough it all fades away, despite how hard I scream
[01:55.74] Sometimes I gaze to space, trying to clear my mind
[01:59.45] Sometimes I feel dead, with nothing left inside
[02:03.70] Living in my own little world,
[02:05.83] Trying to right the wrongs inside.
[02:07.95] No one seems to understand me now;
[02:10.61] The answers seem lost somewhere deep down.
[02:13.81] Sometimes I smoke too much - can't take control;
[02:17.27] Sometimes I'm not even hungry - numbness takes a hold;
[02:20.46] Sometimes binge-drinking numbs this pain inside - an empty sadness, a void.
[02:25.78] Some nights go
[02:27.11] Simple words can go a long way around
[02:29.75] Sometimes I am here, so much on my mind
[02:32.94] Sometimes I just sit here thinkin' all the time
[02:36.68] Sometimes I can sing, it's hard to explain
[02:40.12] Strong emotions are harder for me to contain
[02:44.65] My mood changes over days weeks months and years
[02:47.04] Singing is like a therapy for me to release tears
[02:50.76] Sometimes I, Sometimes I can sing
[02:52.88] Sometimes I am here, sometimes all alone
[02:56.07] And Sometimes I just sit here thinkin' on my own.
[02:59.79] Sometimes I take a walk in the park,
[03:02.71] Explore my thoughts till it gets dark.
[03:05.90] Sometimes I write out every thought in my head,
[03:09.09] Take a break until my mind is fed.
[03:12.01] Dreaming of things not seen or heard before.
[03:14.93] A fresh scent of energy sparks within, Happiness burning strong like an ever-glowing flame.
[03:21.04] I've got a lot of feelings, they come and go like the wind
[03:25.29] Sometimes I wonder, what's coming up around the bend
[03:28.49] Last night I stayed up late, but today it's time to rise
[03:33.78] Gonna try out something new that I hope won't take surprise
[03:37.51] Studying all day long - have no idea what this means?
[03:40.43] Maybe it will help me understand my dreams
[03:43.62] Sometimes I study the unknown
[03:45.48] Wake up early to break this lull
[03:48.13] And sometimes I don't even bother to write it down
[03:51.32] But there are moments I feel your closeness e'en if you're not around me now
[03:55.83] It makes me realise that together we vowed to share life anyhow.
[03:59.56] Sometimes I live for us both though you're away from here
[04:04.34] Sometimes I miss you but still find it all quite clear.
[04:08.06] Sometimes I'm overwhelmed, With so many things in my head,
[04:12.31] It gets hard to see what's true, Knowing that without you it's all moot.
[04:17.36] Sometimes I'm close to seeing nothing, Nothing that would show a way out of this mess,
[04:22.14] And times I feel your hand guiding me on, Without you here sometimes I forget.
[04:27.71] Sometimes I live for the both of us, Even if we can't be together now,
[04:33.02] Though it seems like missing you Is always gonna be the way somehow.
[04:40.99] Maybe I do too much, Sometimes I'm out of touch,
[04:42.33] I can't explain how it all came to be, But I keep trying and that’s enough for me.
