When_Im_Gone

[01:07.49] Yeah, it's my life

[01:11.74] My own words, I guess

[01:13.33] Have you ever loved someone so much

[01:15.19] You'd give an arm for

[01:16.51] Not the expression, no

[01:17.85] Literally give an arm for

[01:19.72] When they know they're your heart

[01:21.05] And you know you are their armor

[01:23.19] And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her

[01:25.58] But what happens when karma

[01:27.44] Turns right around and bites you

[01:29.30] And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you

[01:31.94] What happens when you become the main source of her pain

[01:35.15] "Daddy look what I made"

[01:37.28] "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"

[01:39.14] "Daddy where's mommy?

[01:40.47] I can't find mommy, where is she?"

[01:42.07] "I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy

[01:45.27] Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon' write itself"

[01:47.92] I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself

[01:51.91] Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her

[01:54.86] And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her

[01:57.81] That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy

[02:01.25] Shady made me

[02:02.83] But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby

[02:04.71] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[02:07.89] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[02:11.07] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[02:13.52] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[02:17.76] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[02:20.41] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[02:24.16] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[02:26.55] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[02:30.28] I keep havin' this dream

[02:31.60] I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing

[02:35.86] "You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'"

[02:39.32] "Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, daddy you're lyin'

[02:42.78] You always say that, you always say this is the last time

[02:46.23] But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine"

[02:48.93] She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it

[02:52.44] "Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"

[02:55.93] Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket

[02:58.58] It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"

[03:02.05] I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror

[03:05.00] These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em

[03:08.47] They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right

[03:11.13] And it's tonight, now go out and show 'em that you love 'em before it's too late"

[03:15.37] And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door

[03:18.31] It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'

[03:21.52] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[03:24.72] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[03:28.18] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[03:30.57] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[03:34.32] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[03:37.75] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[03:40.96] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[03:43.38] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[03:47.08] Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat

[03:50.03] The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet

[03:52.69] I take a bow, and thank you all for comin' out

[03:56.74] They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd

[03:59.93] I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'

[04:02.85] "Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"

[04:06.07] But baby we're in Sweden

[04:08.72] How did you get to Sweden?

[04:09.52] "I followed you daddy

[04:11.38] You told me that you weren't leavin'

[04:12.43] You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad

[04:15.12] And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad

[04:17.79] That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin"

[04:21.51] "I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"

[04:24.46] "But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice

[04:27.94] Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us

[04:31.67] That's what they want

[04:33.26] They want you, Marshall

[04:34.33] They keep screamin' your name

[04:35.94] It's no wonder you can't go to sleep

[04:37.81] Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will!

[04:41.26] You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real"

[04:44.20] I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see

[04:47.13] How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me

[04:50.33] I turn around, find a gun on the ground

[04:53.00] Cock it, put it to my brain, scream, "Die Shady!" And pop it

[04:56.74] The sky darkens, my life flashes

[04:59.68] The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes

[05:03.39] That's when I wake up

[05:05.55] Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singin'

[05:07.41] It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'

[05:10.10] I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her

[05:13.02] Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say

[05:17.28] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[05:19.93] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[05:23.38] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[05:26.32] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[05:29.52] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[05:34.28] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[05:36.16] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[05:42.04] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back