Escapism__-_Sped_Up
[00:00.08] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
[00:02.01] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
[00:04.16] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'
[00:06.04] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him
[00:08.67] A little context if you care to listen
[00:10.82] I find myself in a shit position
[00:12.92] The man that I love sat me down last night
[00:15.04] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision
[00:17.70] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
[00:19.60] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'
[00:21.98] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
[00:23.84] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'
[00:26.25] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
[00:28.12] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
[00:30.81] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
[00:32.67] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
[00:35.06] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
[00:37.19] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
[00:39.31] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
[00:41.70] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
[00:44.88] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[00:49.94] I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[00:52.86] Doctor, doctor, anything, please
[00:55.25] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away
[00:58.97] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel
[01:01.66] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
[01:04.27] Back to my ways like 2019
[01:06.13] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
[01:08.26] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty
[01:10.64] Last night really was the cherry on the cake
[01:12.79] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling
[01:14.92] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes
[01:17.04] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling
[01:19.45] If I take a step back to see the glass half full
[01:23.70] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?
[01:25.01] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in
[01:27.17] So you might as well stick it in
[01:28.23] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
[01:30.10] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
[01:32.75] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
[01:34.61] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
[01:37.00] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
[01:39.12] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
[01:41.52] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
[01:43.64] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
[01:46.57] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[01:51.37] I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[01:54.86] Doctor, doctor, anything, please
[01:56.98] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away
[02:01.03] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)
[02:05.22] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
[02:09.47] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
[02:13.19] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)
[02:16.37] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah
[02:21.99] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way
[02:26.20] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways
[02:30.72] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape
[02:35.76] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)
[02:40.28] I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[02:44.53] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh
[02:47.98] Doctor, doctor, anything, please
[02:50.11] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
[02:54.12] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel
[02:58.10] I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[03:02.37] I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[03:07.73] I don't wanna feel how I did last night
[03:27.37] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art
[03:29.52] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car
[03:32.47] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'
[03:34.32] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings
[03:36.45] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)
[03:38.58] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)
[03:40.70] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)
