BoyWithUke - Understand
[00:14.54] Girl, I hope you understand
[00:16.54] I wanted to hold your hand
[00:20.55] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[00:23.57] And you knew I fell for you but you
[00:26.08] Just broke my heart in two
[00:28.08] I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
[00:30.58] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:32.84] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[00:35.10] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
[00:37.36] And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
[00:39.87] I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
[00:42.13] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
[00:44.38] And when I started making sensе
[00:45.64] I found that I had reached the end
[00:46.89] Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
[00:47.90] You wanna bet you're just pretend?
[00:48.90] You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[00:50.90] You're not shit
[00:52.66] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
[00:55.43] I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
[00:59.94] They were my neighbors, razor blades
[01:02.20] And different flavored pills I hid
[01:04.72] Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
[01:07.73] I'm so gassed, stuck in the past,
[01:09.23] I said that
[01:10.23] Girl, I hope you understand
[01:12.24] I wanted to hold your hand
[01:14.75] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:19.52] And so far I never held you with my arms
[01:22.04] So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:24.04] With instead filled with anxiety
[01:26.55] Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
[01:28.81] Somebody 'cause it's not me
[01:29.81] I'm not used to all the talk, it was an introvert
[01:31.57] That had converted feelings into writing
[01:33.32] Used to cope with all my problems
[01:34.58] Using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:35.83] Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
[01:38.34] I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
[01:40.03] To the times I would try be the guy the people know
[01:42.86] I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
[01:45.12] On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot
[01:47.38] Oh the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
[01:50.40] I feel it coursing through my veins
[01:52.66] I said before I'm not okay
[01:54.92] But you don't listen anyway
[01:57.43] You know I tried, you turned away
[01:59.70] Straight out lied right to my face
[02:01.96] You fucked my life, ruined my day
[02:04.22] But you don't know, so I'll say
[02:06.47] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[02:09.99] (And you don't know, so I'll say)
[02:11.50] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
[02:14.21] (So I'll say)
[02:16.11] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[02:18.78] (And you don't know, so I'll say)
[02:20.53] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
[02:23.80] (So I'll say)
[02:24.80] Girl, I hope you understand
[02:26.82] I wanted to hold your hand
[02:29.07] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:33.85] And too bad I know I can't wake up
[02:36.36] Because I lost my weight and you don't give a fuck
[02:38.36] About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
[02:41.38] The things that you see, so please, oh
[02:43.39] Girl, I hope you understand
[02:44.55] I wanted to hold your hand
[02:47.66] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:52.44] And you know I'll play along you
[02:54.96] In my home I wrote you songs
[02:57.47] And now you're dead to me effectively
[02:59.48] Removed yourself outside my dream
