Uno

[00:35.52] Yeah, I don't know where to start

[00:37.10] How do you admit that you're falling apart?

[00:42.70] I mean, how will I admit that I'm falling apart?

[00:45.62] My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart

[00:48.81] I've lived the words that I've said

[00:50.94] And I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I'm shit in my head

[00:54.39] And well, maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead

[01:00.23] I should just say, "Fuck it, " and be happy instead, right?

[01:02.89] Right

[01:08.47] 'Cause there's a lot of people tryna tell me how to deal with myself

[01:11.92] But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health

[01:14.85] I don't care, don't tell me and don't text me

[01:17.77] 'Cause that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me

[01:20.15] And it's bringing me down, and I'm not gonna lie

[01:23.34] These days, I prefer to just not be outside

[01:26.53] And these days, I just end up spendin' all of my time

[01:29.45] With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright

[01:32.64] 'Cause time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs

[01:37.69] I'm doing my best

[01:40.34] Still find myself stressed

[01:44.08] And I'm no longer sure where I belong

[01:49.12] I'm starting to rust

[01:52.05] Don't know who to trust

[01:58.95] Some people concentrate on style too much

[02:01.88] But I think I just force myself to smile too much

[02:04.53] And that should soon end for the best

[02:06.96] I wanna live my life with no stress

[02:09.10] Love life and feel blessed, like

[02:10.95] It's kind of funny on the inside

[02:13.07] I'm tryna be a man, but really I'm just a little child, shit

[02:16.81] And that's pretty much it

[02:18.40] Yeah that's pretty much it

[02:20.00] (Is there anything else?)

[02:21.33] Oh yeah

[02:22.39] My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (mhm?)

[02:24.52] I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (naw)

[02:27.43] Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

[02:30.35] Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile (oh)

[02:33.81] And I wonder what it was like to be eleven?

[02:36.73] Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven? (Why?)

[02:40.45] And every now and then I think about the fact that I'd become a legend if I died at 27