Alone In the Room - Lazarus

[00:17.16] I've been away a little while, sometimes I just can't help myself

[00:21.14] When my mind's runnin' wild, I seem to lose grip on reality

[00:25.40] And I try to disregard the crazy things the voices tell me to do

[00:30.96] But it's no use

[00:34.42] I tried to own it, write songs about it

[00:38.67] Believe me, I've tried, in the end, I needed to breathe

[00:42.68] Find inspiration, some kind of purpose

[00:47.18] To take a second to face the sh*t that makes me me

[00:59.96] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[01:04.21] To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

[01:08.46] Every moment, every second, every trespass

[01:12.71] Every awful thing, every broken dream

[01:16.70] A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

[01:21.21] Banging my head 'gainst the wall, tryna put words on a page

[01:25.20] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[01:29.73] To be alone in a room, alone in a room

[01:33.18] I saw the world a couple of times, tried to cure the ache with absence

[01:37.70] But that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playin' tricks on me

[01:41.68] Feelin' older every day, took everything I had to not crash and burn

[01:46.99] But I'm starting to learn

[01:50.71] Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope

[01:55.23] But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground

[01:59.21] I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here

[02:02.93] So I keep pushin' the limits of what makes me me

[02:16.49] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[02:20.48] To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

[02:25.00] Every moment, every second, every trespass

[02:28.99] Every awful thing, every broken dream

[02:33.25] A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

[02:37.50] Banging my head 'gainst the wall, tryna put words on a page

[02:42.01] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[02:46.00] To be alone in a room, alone in a room

[03:06.74] I can be better than I was

[03:16.05] I can be better than I am

[03:24.27] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[03:29.06] To sit alone in a room

[03:32.31] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[03:33.10] To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

[03:33.63] Every moment, every second, every trespass

[03:37.08] Every awful thing, every broken dream

[03:41.07] A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

[03:45.32] Banging my head 'gainst the wall, tryna put words on a page

[03:49.85] All I needed was the last thing I wanted

[03:54.09] To be alone in a room, alone in a room