Mental Health

[00:03.50] I think about killing myself on the daily

[00:05.36] Everyone loves but I feel like they hate me

[00:07.24] I can't explain the way that I feel

[00:08.56] So everyone thinks that I hate them, I hate me

[00:10.18] Blame myself for all of this hell

[00:11.77] My momma would tell me I need to get help

[00:13.09] But she isn't here 'cause she followed through

[00:14.69] I guess that explains my mental health, health

[00:16.81] I've been through hell

[00:18.41] I used to fantasize about being like evеryone else

[00:21.33] But satan took my mom away, my othеr mom just bailed

[00:24.25] I haven't seen my sister since my dad was locked in the jail

[00:26.91] Inside is all mine

[00:28.77] I sit alone at night and cry in my studio

[00:31.42] Begging God, please just tell me why

[00:33.56] The only one that really cares is my wife

[00:35.94] Don't get me wrong she's all I need

[00:37.27] But even she has a family

[00:39.66] Who am I supposed to talk to

[00:41.79] When I have questions about being a father nobody responds to?

[00:45.50] I'm tired of learnin' on my own

[00:47.36] I just want my kids to grow up in a happy home

[00:50.02] They happier when daddy's home

[00:51.61] But they would rather see me work a nine to five

[00:54.00] You can't afford to sacrifice, just give up all your dreams and die

[00:56.92] But tell your kids that they can fly

[00:59.31] I wonder why we always fightin', why I'm at an all time

[01:16.05] I think about killing myself on the daily

[01:17.64] Everyone loves but I feel like they hate me

[01:19.24] I can't explain the way that I feel

[01:20.83] So everyone thinks that I hate them, I hate me

[01:22.42] Blame myself for all of this hell

[01:24.02] My momma would tell me I need to get help

[01:25.34] But she isn't here 'cause she followed through

[01:26.94] I guess that explains my mental health, health

[01:29.33] I've been through hell

[01:30.93] These voices tellin' me that I'll never get out of my cell

[01:33.58] I used to walk the hallways and I talked to myself

[01:36.51] Now I got people always tryna tell me they proud

[01:39.42] I don't believe you, I've never seen you

[01:41.81] I'll never please you, I never need you

[01:43.67] So please relieve you, I'm pleased to leave you

[01:45.80] Here's a review, your heart is see-through

[01:47.66] It's hard to see through

[01:49.52] If I'm beneath you then let me redo

[01:50.84] I need some peace to breathe, 'cause everybody's countin' on me

[01:56.16] And sometimes I just can't sleep

[01:58.81] My mind's got me on my knees

[02:03.87] I never thought my life would come to this

[02:05.99] Jesus made me for a purpose but I feel I may succumb to this

[02:09.70] Pressure in my head, your better off dead

[02:12.36] I'm a mess, what's success if you have no one left to share it with?