Hate Myself
[00:01.31] I don't see you like I should
[00:04.73] You look so misunderstood
[00:09.78] And I wish I could help
[00:13.23] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:16.42] Pray to God with my arms open
[00:20.66] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[00:25.47] And I wish I could help
[00:28.93] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:31.86] Late nights are the worst for me
[00:33.45] They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.05] Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think
[00:36.90] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it
[00:39.01] Gotta be more for me
[00:39.55] More than core beliefs, and every morning I wake up
[00:41.42] And feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:43.28] I go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
[00:45.40] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
[00:47.26] It's kinda weird, lately I've been feeling like the only way
[00:49.93] For me to get away is if I poured a drink
[00:51.53] That's more deceit, more defeat
[00:52.85] Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:54.45] That's what you get for thinking you're unique
[00:56.03] So poor but I'm so wealthy
[00:57.64] Need help but you can't help me
[00:58.97] What else can the world sell me? Tell me
[01:01.09] Lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' out of stock
[01:03.21] But it's not healthy
[01:04.54] I don't see you like I should
[01:08.53] You look so misunderstood
[01:13.84] And I wish I could help
[01:17.03] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:20.47] Pray to God with my arms open
[01:24.71] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[01:29.51] And I wish I could help
[01:33.23] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:35.89] Yeah, late nights get the best of me
[01:37.48] They know how to get to me
[01:38.81] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:41.50] But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
[01:43.35] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:45.48] What is success when hope has left you?
[01:47.61] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
[01:49.45] Whose sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, ah
[01:51.87] Come across like it's so easy
[01:53.48] But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.05] When I feel like you don't need me
[01:56.65] Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.24] And my life has no meaning, dreaming
[02:00.09] Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:01.42] But when I get it I just pass it up
[02:03.02] Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.35] Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:05.41] I wish I could give you what you needed
[02:06.49] But I can't I'm scared because
[02:08.38] I don't see you like I should
[02:12.63] You look so misunderstood
[02:17.40] And I wish I could help
[02:21.14] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:24.59] Pray to God with my arms open
[02:28.58] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[02:33.38] And I wish I could help
[02:37.10] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.02] I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.15] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.01] Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.13] Can't stand who I am but it don't matter
[02:47.99] We scream to be free but I stay captured
[02:50.11] Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:51.97] Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking
[02:54.10] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[02:58.89] But I can't have it
[03:02.07] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[03:06.58] But I can't have it
[03:10.04] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[03:12.42] I don't see you like I should
[03:16.70] You look so misunderstood
[03:21.74] And I wish I could help
[03:24.95] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:28.41] Pray to God with my arms open
[03:32.66] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[03:37.98] And I wish I could help
[03:40.90] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:46.24] Hate myself
[03:48.63] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:54.48] Hate myself
[03:56.87] But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:02.45] And I hate myself
[04:05.37] It's kind of hard when I hate myself
[04:10.41] I hate myself
[04:14.41] It's hard when I hate myself
