Emails I can't send

[00:03.92] It's times like these wish I had a time machine

[00:08.97] So I could see what you did October thirteenth

[00:12.69] At 10:15, were you really asleep?

[00:16.41] Were you lying to me and the family?

[00:20.13] There's no us in us when I'm lacking trust

[00:23.87] You wanna discuss, ugh

[00:26.25] You disgust me

[00:27.85] Don't make me cuss you out

[00:29.98] Why'd you let me down?

[00:31.83] Don't say sorry now

[00:35.02] And thanks to you I, I can't love right

[00:39.27] I get nice guys and villainize them

[00:42.72] Read their texts like they're having sex right now

[00:46.70] Scared I'll find out that it's true

[00:49.93] And if I do, then I blame you for

[00:53.91] Every worst that I assume

[00:57.36] When I'm forty-five, someone calls me their wife

[01:01.08] And he fucks our lives in one selfish night

[01:04.80] Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did

[01:08.81] And, God, I love you, but you're such a dipshit

[01:12.52] Please fucking fix this

[01:15.98] 'Cause you were all I looked up to

[01:21.33] Now I can't even look at you

[01:37.81] I mean, as they say in Chicago

[01:41.80] "He had it coming"