I Deserve to Bleed

[00:00.01] I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea

[00:02.93] I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery

[00:06.90] I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars

[00:10.89] 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?

[00:15.15] I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

[00:19.14] I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me

[00:23.37] The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

[00:27.63] The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[00:31.61] I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest

[00:35.06] I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best

[00:38.78] I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place

[00:43.03] I wanna slash across what used to be my face

[00:47.55] I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

[00:51.26] I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me

[00:55.52] The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

[00:59.50] The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[01:03.48] They say that it gets better, but I guess that was a lie

[01:07.21] I guess we all just fake it 'til we die

[01:11.71] Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else

[01:15.16] But it's harder when you have to love yourself

[01:19.68] I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

[01:23.40] I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me

[01:27.66] The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

[01:31.65] The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[01:35.34] The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[01:39.60] The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed