Hate Myself
[00:00.36] I don't see you like I should
[00:04.86] You look so misunderstood
[00:08.88] And I wish I could help
[00:13.13] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:16.39] Pray to God with my arms open
[00:20.66] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[00:25.41] And I wish I could help
[00:29.17] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:31.92] Late nights are the worst for me
[00:33.43] They bring out the worst in me
[00:34.93] Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think
[00:36.94] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it
[00:38.43] Gotta be more for me
[00:39.44] More than core beliefs, and every morning I wake up
[00:41.45] And feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:43.44] I go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
[00:45.44] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
[00:47.46] It's kinda weird, lately I've been feeling like the only way
[00:49.46] For me to get away is if I poured a drink
[00:51.21] That's more deceit, more defeat
[00:52.73] Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:54.48] That's what you get for thinking you're unique
[00:55.73] So poor but I'm so wealthy
[00:57.48] Need help but you can't help me
[00:58.99] What else can the world sell me? Tell me
[01:00.99] Lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' out of stock
[01:03.00] But it's not healthy
[01:04.50] I don't see you like I should
[01:08.75] You look so misunderstood
[01:13.01] And I wish I could help
[01:17.02] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:20.53] Pray to God with my arms open
[01:24.54] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[01:29.04] And I wish I could help
[01:33.05] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:36.05] Yeah, late nights get the best of me
[01:37.56] They know how to get to me
[01:39.06] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:41.57] But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
[01:43.57] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:45.57] What is success when hope has left you?
[01:47.58] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
[01:49.58] Whose sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, ah
[01:51.83] Come across like it's so easy
[01:53.58] But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.09] When I feel like you don't need me
[01:56.34] Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.10] And my life has no meaning, dreaming
[02:00.10] Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:01.36] But when I get it I just pass it up
[02:02.86] Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.12] Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:05.36] I wish I could give you what you needed
[02:06.62] But I can't I'm scared because
[02:08.37] I don't see you like I should
[02:12.64] You look so misunderstood
[02:16.90] And I wish I could help
[02:21.40] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:24.41] Pray to God with my arms open
[02:28.67] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[02:33.17] And I wish I could help
[02:37.19] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.19] I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.19] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.20] Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.20] Can't stand who I am but it don't matter
[02:48.21] We scream to be free but I stay captured
[02:49.96] Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:51.96] Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking
[02:53.96] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[02:57.97] But I can't have it
[03:00.98] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[03:05.98] But I can't have it
[03:09.24] Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
[03:12.25] I don't see you like I should
[03:16.50] You look so misunderstood
[03:21.00] And I wish I could help
[03:25.01] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:28.27] Pray to God with my arms open
[03:32.52] If this is it then I feel hopeless
[03:37.52] And I wish I could help
[03:41.04] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:45.79] Hate myself
[03:48.55] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:53.81] Hate myself
[03:56.57] But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:02.08] And I hate myself
[04:04.83] It's kind of hard when I hate myself
[04:10.08] I hate myself
[04:13.34] It's hard when I hate myself
