Deja Vu - Eminem [USUM70964088] (320)

[00:01.52] D.M.C. we have a mid 30s male

[00:03.29] Found down unresponsive

[00:04.88] Possible overdose

[00:06.49] Substance unknown

[00:07.56] Pulse is 60 and thready

[00:09.42] Respiration's 8 he's intubated

[00:11.54] And we're bagging him now

[00:12.77] Uuh B.P. 90 over palp

[00:14.62] Patient cool pale and diaphoretic

[00:17.35] Has aspirated

[00:18.05] Uuh G.S.C. is 3

[00:19.65] We'll update en route

[00:20.69] E.T.A. 10 minutes

[00:22.29] As I fall deeper into a manic state

[00:24.95] I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait

[00:28.58] Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate

[00:30.71] I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate

[00:34.15] Start off with the NyQuil like I think I'll just have a taste

[00:37.08] Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate

[00:39.99] To a harder prescription drug called Valium like ya that's great

[00:42.66] I go to just take one and I end up like having eight

[00:45.58] Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate

[00:48.23] Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak

[00:51.17] And you'd think that with all I have at stake

[00:53.29] Look at my daughter's face... "Mommy, something is wrong with dad, I think

[00:57.03] He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me

[01:00.21] Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me

[01:02.87] And all he does is eat dorritos and cheetos

[01:05.31] And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat."

[01:08.69] Sometimes I feel so alone

[01:10.79] I just don't know

[01:11.77] Feels like I been down this road before

[01:14.68] So lonely and cold

[01:16.02] It's like something takes over me

[01:17.76] Soon as I go home and close the door

[01:20.32] Kinda feels like déjà vu

[01:22.20] I wanna get away from this place I do

[01:25.13] But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't

[01:29.39] And why? I just don't know

[01:31.15] Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer

[01:33.98] That's the devil in my ear I've been sober a fucking year

[01:36.64] And that fucker still talks to me he's all I can fucking hear

[01:39.29] Marshall, come on, we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers

[01:42.51] And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half-buzzed for half of the time

[01:46.24] Who's the mastermind behind that little line?

[01:48.35] With that kind of rationale man I got half a mind

[01:51.28] To have another half of glass of wine sound asinine

[01:54.20] Ya I know

[01:54.62] But I never had no problem with alcohol

[01:56.76] Ouch, look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall

[01:59.94] I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball

[02:02.60] Shit must have knocked me out 'cause I ain't feel the ground at all

[02:05.52] Wow, what the fuck happened last night, where am I?

[02:08.36] Man fuck am I hungover and god damn I got a head ache

[02:12.07] Shit half a Vicodin, why can't I?

[02:13.82] "All systems ready for take off, please, stand by"

[02:17.01] Sometimes I feel so alone

[02:18.88] I just don't know

[02:20.21] Feels like I been down this road before

[02:22.86] So lonely and cold

[02:24.44] It's like something takes over me

[02:26.20] Soon as I go home and close the door

[02:28.59] Kinda feels like déjà vu

[02:30.73] I wanna get away from this place I do

[02:33.66] But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't

[02:38.07] And why? I just don't know

[02:39.29] So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ah

[02:42.23] A couple weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high

[02:44.87] Now I need it just not to feel sick ya I'm getting by

[02:47.84] Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die

[02:50.77] Oh ya there's an excuse you lose Proof so you use

[02:53.68] There's new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through

[02:56.62] It's twelve noon ain't no harm in self-inducing a snooze

[02:59.26] What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?

[03:02.20] Now here I am three months later full-blown relapse

[03:05.11] Just get high until the kids get home from school homes relax

[03:08.31] And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take 3 naps

[03:13.88] Just to be able to function throughout the day let's see

[03:16.56] That's an Ambien each nap how many Valium? Three

[03:19.20] And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep

[03:22.13] OK, so now you see the reason how come he

[03:25.04] Has taken four years to just put out an album beat

[03:27.70] See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath

[03:30.91] Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing

[03:33.74] It was Bologna was it the methadone ya think

[03:36.40] Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos

[03:38.97] Your VCR tape cases with your Ambient CR great places to hide 'em, ain't it

[03:43.40] So you can lie to Hailie

[03:45.01] I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Alaina

[03:47.92] Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance

[03:51.38] They said they found me on the bathroom floor... Damn

[03:54.29] Sometimes I feel so alone

[03:56.31] I just don't know

[03:57.55] Feels like I been down this road before

[04:00.21] So lonely and cold

[04:01.53] It's like something takes over me

[04:03.28] Soon as I go home and close the door

[04:05.94] Kinda feels like déjà vu

[04:07.86] I wanna get away from this place I do

[04:10.80] But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't

[04:15.03] And why? I just don't know