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[00:03.44] Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted too

[00:07.97] And I get real frustrated, and its like

[00:10.37] And I try hard to do it and take my time

[00:12.75] And it just doesn't work out the way I want it too

[00:14.61] It's like I concentrate on it real hard but it just doesn't work out

[00:18.59] And everything I do and everything I try, it never turns out

[00:22.58] It's like I need time to figure these things out

[00:24.70] But there's always someone there going

[00:26.04] Hey buddy: You know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately

[00:30.02] You know, maybe you get away, and like maybe you should talk about it,

[00:33.73] You'll feel a lot better

[00:34.53] And I go: No it's okay, you know I'll figure it out

[00:37.46] Just leave me alone I'll figure it out

[00:39.58] You know I'll just work it on myself,

[00:41.18] And they go: Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here, you know

[00:44.64] And you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it, so want don't you talk about it

[00:47.84] And I go: No I don't want to, I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself

[00:51.57] And they just keep bugging me and they just keep bugging me

[00:55.02] And it builds up inside

[00:55.82] So you're gonna be institutionalized

[00:57.14] You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes

[00:58.47] You won't have any say

[00:59.80] They'll brainwash you until you see their way

[01:02.19] I'm not crazy - institution

[01:04.84] You're the one who's crazy - institution

[01:07.50] You're driving me crazy - institution

[01:10.16] They stuck me in an institution

[01:11.49] Said it was the only solution

[01:12.55] To give me the needed professional help

[01:14.42] To protect me from the enemy - myself

[01:18.94] I was in my room and I was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything

[01:24.25] But then again I was thinking about nothing

[01:25.85] And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was there she called my name

[01:29.83] And I didn't even hear it, and then she started screaming

[01:31.95] BUDDY! BUDDY!

[01:33.02] And I go: What, what's the matter?

[01:34.61] And she goes: What's the matter with you?

[01:36.47] I go: There's nothing wrong mom

[01:38.07] And she goes: Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!

[01:40.73] And I go: No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know,

[01:44.44] Why don't you get me a Pepsi

[01:45.77] And she goes: No you're on drugs!

[01:48.16] I go: Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking

[01:50.02] She goes: No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!

[01:54.80] I go: Mom just give me a Pepsi, please

[01:57.45] All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me

[02:00.65] All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me

[02:05.96] Just a Pepsi

[02:08.10] They give you a white shirt with long sleeves

[02:09.16] Tied around you're back, you're treated like thieves

[02:10.75] Drug you up because they're lazy

[02:12.08] It's too much work to help a crazy

[02:13.41] I'm not crazy - institution

[02:17.14] You're the one who's crazy - institution

[02:19.80] You're driving me crazy - institution

[02:22.45] They stuck me in an institution

[02:23.78] Said it was the only solution

[02:25.11] To give me the needed professional help

[02:26.19] To protect me from the enemy - myself

[02:31.79] I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in

[02:35.25] And they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:

[02:37.91] Buddy, we need to talk to you

[02:39.24] And I go: Okay what's the matter

[02:41.09] They go:

[02:41.63] Me and your mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems,

[02:45.09] You've been going off for no reason and we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody,

[02:48.81] We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself

[02:50.94] So we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere

[02:54.66] Where you could get the help that you need

[02:56.80] And I go: Wait, what are you talking about, we decided!?

[02:59.99] My best interest?! How do you know what's my best interest is?

[03:03.98] How can you say what my best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy?

[03:09.28] When I went to your schools, I went to your churches,

[03:13.29] I went to your institutional learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy?

[03:18.09] They say they're gonna fix my brain

[03:18.89] Alleviate my suffering and my pain

[03:20.23] But by the time they fix my head

[03:21.30] Mentally I'll be dead

[03:24.23] I'm not crazy - institution

[03:26.62] You're the one who's crazy - institution

[03:29.28] You're driving me crazy - institution

[03:31.96] They stuck me in an institution

[03:33.30] Said it was the only solution

[03:34.63] To give me the needed professional help

[03:36.22] To protect me from the enemy - myself

[03:39.68] It doesn't matter, I'll probably get hit by a car anyway