Right now

[00:22.28] Look at me, I feel homesick

[00:28.40] Want my dog in the door

[00:34.24] And the light in the kitchen

[00:40.08] From the fridge, on the floor

[00:46.45] And the faint overhearing

[00:52.32] Of my mom on the phone

[00:58.43] Through the walls of my bedroom

[01:05.09] Things that I shouldn't know

[01:10.94] Think the bus might be broken

[01:16.51] 'Cause the shocks never work

[01:23.42] We're collectively hoping

[01:28.20] That the drive will be short

[01:35.11] People 24/7

[01:41.21] It's the best and a curse

[01:47.86] All they do is remind me

[01:53.70] That I'm still introverted

[02:04.06] I'm so high, but can't look down

[02:09.37] Left my past life on the ground

[02:15.48] Think I'm more alive somehow

[02:21.85] I feel like myself right now

[02:36.47] Pretty far from the ocean

[02:42.58] Never thought that would hurt

[02:48.42] Every lake here is frozen

[02:54.26] Which is making it worse

[03:00.64] This is somebody's hometown

[03:05.97] Never been here before, mmm

[03:12.61] Writing down every street sign

[03:18.72] Missed the spelling, I'm sure

[03:25.09] And I ended a friendship

[03:31.20] On the day that I left

[03:37.05] And though I really meant it

[03:43.42] It still makes me upset

[03:49.53] Am I losing my family

[03:55.39] Every minute I'm gone?

[04:02.12] What if my little brother

[04:07.44] Thinks my leaving was wrong?

[04:15.40] Oh, oh, I'm so high, but can't look down

[04:23.11] Left my past life on the ground

[04:29.75] Think I'm more alive somehow

[04:35.59] I feel like myself right now

[04:41.70] I'm so tired, but can't sit down

[04:47.83] What if this is it for now?

[04:54.20] Think I'm more alive somehow

[05:00.04] I feel like myself right now

[05:06.15] I feel like myself right now

[05:12.27] I feel like myself right now

[05:18.64] I feel like myself right now

[05:25.81] Mmm