If depression gets the best of me

[00:01.21] Empty, and numb

[00:08.11] Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left

[00:16.67] Help me, I'm scared

[00:23.06] 'Cause the one thing on my mind

[00:26.79] Is for me to disappear

[00:33.44] So mama when I die

[00:37.69] Please hold in your cry

[00:41.73] Just know that when I'm gone

[00:44.68] I'll always be right by your side

[00:49.48] And lover, when I leave

[00:53.46] I know that we don't speak

[00:57.45] I'm sorry that I failed you

[01:01.17] But you meant the world to me

[01:08.89] I lost my sight

[01:16.64] I still can't see all the places

[01:21.15] Where there might be light

[01:24.89] I used to stare

[01:30.76] At the mirror, now I don't

[01:34.46] 'Cause when I do I see a ghost

[01:38.75] It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered

[01:46.52] I'm tryna be better

[01:49.45] But I feel under the weather

[01:53.69] So mama when I die

[01:57.70] Please hold in your cry

[02:01.69] Just know that when I'm gone

[02:04.63] I'll always be right by your side

[02:09.69] And lover when I leave

[02:13.41] I know that we don't speak

[02:17.71] I'm sorry that I failed you

[02:20.89] You deserve better than me

[02:26.00] So mama when I die

[02:29.98] Please hold in your cry

[02:33.73] Just know that when I'm gone

[02:36.92] I'll always be right by your side

[02:41.70] And lover when I leave

[02:45.42] I know that we don't speak

[02:49.93] I'm sorry that I failed you

[02:53.14] You deserve better than me