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[00:15.14] Look

[00:16.64] Self-awareness, pride's a coat and yes, I like to wear it

[00:19.90] Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in

[00:21.89] With a pair of gloves, that I hope doesn't perish

[00:24.15] I discovered, though, when I get holes in 'em and I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits

[00:28.16] My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot

[00:29.91] Just repeatin' lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost

[00:33.18] Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel

[00:36.43] Aren't we all searchin' for the serum that could help us breathe and leave our state of peril?

[00:40.43] All of us have made defensive scarecrows, that we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes

[00:44.44] When they scare away the things that we should cherish

[00:46.44] 'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit that fear is that we're lost

[00:49.45] Yeah, but what does it matter? I get so combative

[00:51.20] Inside of me's a personal canvas, the paint can be splattered

[00:53.47] Get messy when I start to get rattled

[00:54.72] The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows

[00:56.72] But somethin' don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic

[00:58.73] But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile

[01:00.73] We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out but the fact is we need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle

[01:04.99] I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel

[01:07.00] Keep my wits, been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle

[01:09.00] My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value

[01:11.00] I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle

[01:13.00] I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel

[01:15.02] Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel

[01:17.27] Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level

[01:19.27] I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah

[01:21.78] I'd love to pack arenas and all

[01:23.29] But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts

[01:25.29] And put the reins on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss

[01:27.54] And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws

[01:29.54] I'm takin' the flaws, that told me I could never evolve

[01:31.31] Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?"

[01:33.56] You oughta know better, ain't no way around it, I'm flawed

[01:35.56] The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost

[01:38.06] But I, manifested this

[01:40.06] Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons, kids

[01:42.08] Take the worse and try to make the best of it

[01:44.08] 'Cause when you fail, just know it's a test and if

[01:46.07] You can learn to pick yourself back up again

[01:48.09] And train your brain to not be such a pessimist

[01:50.34] It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that

[01:52.34] There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost

[01:55.85] Yeah

[01:57.60] When I'm lost

[02:01.36] When I'm lost

[02:05.36] When I'm lost

[02:08.37] When I'm lost, lost

[02:11.12] Wow, these burdens are heavy

[02:13.37] And I'm hopin' it don't bury me

[02:14.89] I used to be joyful and skip so merrily

[02:16.89] But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully

[02:18.89] My mind left and it's nowhere to be found

[02:21.65] Am I a big ol' parody?

[02:22.91] 'Cause it's no fair to me

[02:23.90] And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy

[02:27.16] Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins

[02:28.92] I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends

[02:30.92] And if I ever take an L then they might grin

[02:32.92] And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in

[02:34.92] So when it come to anybody, there's no trust for no one

[02:37.19] Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts

[02:39.19] My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge

[02:41.44] Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (Hol' up)

[02:43.44] My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on

[02:46.70] Yes, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart

[02:49.20] It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore (Now hol' up)

[02:51.71] I was livin' so oblivious with millions, it really was a pity, huh? (A pity, huh?)

[02:56.22] It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck)

[02:59.47] Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it (What?)

[03:01.97] Guess I was runnin' late for the train and missed it (What?)

[03:03.98] The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance (What?)

[03:06.23] So I'ma act out like a raging misfit (What?)

[03:07.98] And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic (Yeah)

[03:10.23] You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific (Good)

[03:12.24] You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed

[03:14.25] You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I

[03:16.75] Yeah, manifested this

[03:18.50] Do not treat me like some adolescent kid

[03:20.50] I am praying to the Lord with the Book of James hopin' he gon' add my testament

[03:24.51] This dark cloud, that's my residence

[03:26.51] Demons knockin', I don't have to let 'em in

[03:28.76] I done made mistakes, day to day, you probably can't relate

[03:31.52] I just ain't the same when I'm lost

[03:35.03] Yeah

[03:36.29] When I'm lost

[03:39.29] When I'm, when I'm lost

[03:43.80] When I'm lost

[03:46.55] When I'm lost, lost