Fort Collins

[00:33.20] Yeah, early 2014 I was on the Knock Madness tour

[00:36.26] I was mad about it, I half-assed my album cause I really didn't know what I was rapping for

[00:39.62] I was going through a break up and that was hard

[00:41.48] I wasn't in my right mind, nigga that's for sure

[00:43.60] Every night I was praying and I would ask the Lord

[00:45.46] To please give me strength, so I don't slam the door on my fans

[00:48.55] But no luck I was stuck

[00:49.35] Even though a nigga had a plus size buzz

[00:51.20] I didn't even know who the fuck I was

[00:53.33] I tried so hard to see a plus side, but

[00:55.08] I couldn't find the spark inside the dark

[00:57.21] Even with my crew saying nice remarks

[00:58.80] It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart

[01:00.92] I was thinking that a brand new life's the start

[01:02.52] But I couldn't leave, I made a commitment

[01:04.64] On my off time the fans invaded my business

[01:06.93] So I started feeling a gang of resentment

[01:08.53] Flipping on everybody when they ain't even did shit

[01:10.38] I needed to go home and gather my thoughts

[01:12.51] I didn't wanna suicide as the result

[01:14.37] So the night at my Fort Collins show before I hit the stage

[01:16.76] I left through the back for a walk and no one saw

[01:19.68] I thought I was going up to the store to get a drink or somethin'

[01:22.60] And a voice had told me to keep walking

[01:24.11] And do not step foot on that stage for nothing

[01:26.24] So I kept on walking

[01:27.72] Then I camped out up in an abandoned house

[01:29.73] I hated this rap shit and I hated my life

[01:31.59] The spotlight does that when you can't get out

[01:33.72] Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low

[01:36.90] Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know

[01:40.89] I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat

[01:45.94] And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I'm sorry

[01:49.82] Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry

[01:51.32] Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry

[01:56.90] (Money and the fame)

[02:04.23] (Money and the fame)

[02:06.09] It just doesn't feel so right lately

[02:08.48] (Money and the fame)

[02:09.81] Don't know where I'm going tonight baby

[02:12.20] (Money and the fame)

[02:13.53] It just doesn't feel so right

[02:15.66] Don't know where I'm going tonight

[02:17.40] Someone guide me to the light, please

[02:19.53] I got a girl back home, yeah

[02:21.92] God know she the sweetest thing on earth

[02:23.25] I can't sleep on her

[02:24.49] But there's too many women on tour and I try not to cheat on her

[02:27.12] Man, my options for pussy are unrealistic

[02:29.56] There's bitches who'd give up a lung for this dick

[02:31.26] My music be leaving 'em sprung and twisted

[02:33.39] The average nigga would have fun with this shit, that's real

[02:35.42] Here is a secret, you don't have to keep it between you and I

[02:38.34] Upcoming rappers who 'bout to be touring, I promise the road will eat you alive

[02:42.32] But you know that shit when you rise

[02:43.83] And by no surprise, I'm not gon' feed into the lies

[02:46.40] No, I'm not gon' say that you wrong

[02:47.89] But I'm not gon' say that you right, it's hard to keep quiet

[02:50.20] When all I do is hold you down

[02:51.43] If I ain't know you then, well I feel like I know you now

[02:53.56] I know you had a little doubt, but to hop off stage and find out

[02:56.21] You done walked out, and you not taking nobody calls

[02:58.60] You don't wanna deal with it

[02:59.57] But I'm looking at these fans like damn there's a lot of y'all

[03:02.11] You got me tripping with the bodyguard

[03:03.62] Like "Nigga, how the fuck you lose the headliner?"

[03:05.39] Now I don't care that you left the show

[03:07.24] I just wish you woulda let me know

[03:08.47] Cause I don't know if you've been kidnapped

[03:09.79] Or know somebody from the city where they live at

[03:11.92] But, the way you went about it make it hard for me to feel bad

[03:14.46] Honestly it made a nigga real mad

[03:15.96] Cause I'm texting you like Hop the devil just testing you

[03:18.25] When Fort Collins got respect for you

[03:19.48] And that's why the next day, you was like

[03:21.60] Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low

[03:24.52] Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know

[03:28.24] I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat

[03:33.82] And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I'm sorry

[03:35.32] Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry

[03:39.46] Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry

[03:44.24] (Money and the fame)

[03:52.11] (Money and the fame)

[03:53.60] It just doesn't feel so right lately

[03:55.99] (Money and the fame)

[03:57.33] Don't know where I'm going tonight baby

[03:59.71] (Money and the fame)

[04:01.05] It just doesn't feel so right

[04:03.17] Don't know where I'm going tonight

[04:05.02] Someone guide me to the light, please