Escapism

[00:09.43] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:11.83] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:14.54] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'

[00:16.91] I ordered two more wines,

[00:18.27] 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:19.59] A little context if you care to listen

[00:21.74] I find myself in a shit position

[00:24.41] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:27.07] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:29.47] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:31.84] In fact, I don't wanna feel,

[00:33.19] so I stick to sippin'

[00:34.52] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:36.90] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

[00:39.30] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[00:41.69] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:44.36] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:46.78] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[00:49.71] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:51.83] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:54.49] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:56.88] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[00:59.55] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:05.92] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:09.90] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:11.77] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me,

[01:14.95] take this pain away

[01:16.81] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor,

[01:18.40] I don't wanna feel

[01:19.74] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:21.89] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:24.53] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:26.92] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:29.31] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:32.00] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

[01:34.65] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:37.05] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling

[01:39.70] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:41.83] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:44.50] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:48.49] So you might as well stick it in

[01:49.54] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[01:51.93] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:54.62] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:57.26] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[01:59.43] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:01.81] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[02:04.53] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:06.92] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:11.47] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:15.97] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:19.71] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:22.12] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[02:26.93] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor,

[02:28.25] I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

[02:30.92] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:35.98] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:40.51] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)

[02:44.75] I'll be naked when I leave and

[02:46.87] I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:48.21] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb,

[02:53.57] I don't feel no way

[02:54.89] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways

[02:59.67] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape

[03:05.00] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms,

[03:07.98] doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:10.10] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:16.21] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:19.94] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.07] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:24.72] You're asking me my symptoms,

[03:28.44] doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:31.09] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:36.16] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:40.71] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:55.06] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:06.76] I don't know where the fuck I am or

[04:08.61] who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[04:09.68] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[04:11.28] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[04:14.47] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)

[04:17.12] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)

[04:19.53] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)

[04:21.66] Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head