NF-HAPPY-(BazeMack.com)

[00:04.69] Dear God, please

[00:08.67] Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years

[00:14.00] Since I've reached

[00:18.25] Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering

[00:22.77] Why I keep

[00:27.29] Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things

[00:33.39] When I should be

[00:37.11] Living life and soaking up the memories

[00:40.83] I know I've been selfish, I have

[00:45.88] No excuse to give You, it's true

[00:50.66] Hanging by a thread's how I live

[00:55.19] I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

[00:59.46] Livin' in my agony

[01:02.38] Watchin' my self-esteem

[01:04.52] Go up in flames, acting like I don't

[01:07.97] Care what anyone else thinks

[01:11.16] When I know truthfully

[01:13.56] That that's the furthest thing from how I

[01:15.95] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[01:20.74] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[01:26.06] The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

[01:31.12] Who I'd be if I was happy

[01:35.65] Yeah, been this way so long

[01:37.23] It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed

[01:39.11] I got some issues that I won't address

[01:41.49] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet

[01:43.61] I got some demons I should put to rest

[01:45.75] I got some traumas that I can't forget

[01:48.13] I got some phone calls I been avoidin'

[01:50.52] Some family members I don't really connect with

[01:52.91] Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip

[01:55.05] Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips

[01:57.17] Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet

[01:59.57] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes

[02:01.69] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul

[02:04.10] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold

[02:06.24] Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road

[02:08.61] Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm

[02:11.28] Livin' in my agony

[02:14.73] Watchin' my self-esteem

[02:17.12] Go up in flames, acting like I don't

[02:20.58] Care what anyone else thinks

[02:24.04] When I know truthfully

[02:25.89] That that's the furthest thing from how I

[02:29.61] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[02:33.86] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[02:38.40] The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

[02:42.94] Who I'd be if I was happy

[02:46.11] Don't know what's around the bend

[02:53.54] Don't know what my future is

[02:58.34] But I can't keep on livin' in—

[03:04.97] Livin' in my agony

[03:09.23] Watchin' my self-esteem

[03:11.61] Go up in flames, acting like I don't

[03:14.81] Care what anyone else thinks

[03:18.26] When I know truthfully

[03:20.92] That that's the furthest thing from how I

[03:23.85] Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[03:28.09] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[03:32.89] The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

[03:37.40] Who I'd be if I was happy

[03:42.71] (Oh, oh, oh)

[03:45.90] (Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy

[03:50.68] (Oh, oh, oh)

[03:54.39] (Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy