Ecapism

[00:08.35] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:10.54] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:12.66] I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'

[00:14.78] I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:17.17] A little context if you care to listen

[00:19.30] I find myself in a shit position

[00:21.69] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:23.82] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:25.95] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:28.06] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:29.93] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:32.32] In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

[00:34.44] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[00:36.59] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:39.24] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:41.38] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[00:43.51] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:45.63] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:48.02] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:49.62] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[00:53.10] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[00:57.64] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:01.14] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:03.28] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[01:07.28] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:10.72] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:12.05] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:14.17] Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

[01:16.30] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:18.71] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:20.83] Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

[01:23.23] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:25.08] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling

[01:27.49] If I take a step back to see the glass half full

[01:29.62] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:32.82] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:36.03] So you might as well stick it in

[01:36.56] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch

[01:38.67] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:40.82] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:43.21] In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine

[01:45.33] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[01:47.20] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[01:49.60] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[01:51.72] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:54.66] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:59.45] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:02.90] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:05.01] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away

[02:09.02] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

[02:12.47] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:17.27] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:20.99] Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)

[02:24.97] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:29.22] Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:34.01] Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways

[02:38.53] So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape

[02:43.60] Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[02:48.38] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:52.37] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[02:56.10] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:57.95] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:00.88] You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:05.94] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:09.92] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:14.45] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:34.95] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[03:37.36] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[03:39.50] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[03:41.92] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[03:44.04] I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)

[03:46.16] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)

[03:48.30] I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)

[03:50.43] Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head