EESCAPISM

[00:10.17] Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

[00:12.63] All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

[00:15.03] I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something

[00:17.68] I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight, I want him

[00:20.36] A little context if you care to listen

[00:22.72] I find myself in a shit position

[00:25.14] The man that I love sat me down last night

[00:27.78] And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

[00:30.19] And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

[00:32.85] In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

[00:35.24] And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

[00:37.64] In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'

[00:40.02] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

[00:42.68] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[00:45.35] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[00:47.72] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[00:50.43] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[00:52.54] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[00:55.46] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[00:57.85] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[01:01.31] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:06.65] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[01:10.64] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[01:12.77] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[01:15.43] Take this pain away

[01:17.02] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[01:20.48] Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

[01:22.59] Back to my ways like 2019

[01:25.27] Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it

[01:27.95] I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

[01:30.34] Last night really was the cherry on the cake

[01:32.99] Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'

[01:35.38] Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes

[01:37.79] That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin'

[01:40.45] If I take a step back to see the glass half-full

[01:42.83] At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

[01:45.49] And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?

[01:49.74] So you might as well stick it in

[01:50.53] Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

[01:52.66] In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

[01:55.32] I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

[01:57.72] In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

[02:00.38] Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex

[02:02.79] I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page

[02:05.18] Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

[02:07.56] To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[02:11.33] 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:16.63] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[02:20.62] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[02:23.01] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[02:25.66] Take this pain away

[02:27.53] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (What?)

[02:32.62] 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:36.60] I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

[02:41.93] Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night)

[02:45.64] I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

[02:48.60] Out of reach, out of touch

[02:53.12] Too numb, I don't feel no way

[02:56.05] Toast up, so what?

[02:58.45] Street small, but it go both ways

[03:01.37] So, you'll run, yeah

[03:04.56] But you'll never escape

[03:06.43] Sunset in the maze

[03:08.01] (You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

[03:11.74] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:16.78] I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh

[03:20.51] Doctor, doctor, anything, please

[03:22.90] Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

[03:27.41] You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[03:31.93] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:36.72] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[03:42.82] I don't wanna feel how I did last night

[04:05.98] Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art

[04:08.10] I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car

[04:10.49] Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

[04:12.63] Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings

[04:15.29] I left everyone I love on read (Uh-huh)

[04:17.68] Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-huh)

[04:20.07] I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh)

[04:22.22] Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head