STILL HERE
[00:10.16] For years
[00:12.54] I ran from my mistakes;
[00:18.12] Their piercing eyes
[00:20.61] are something I can't ever seem to flee.
[00:30.91] If I break
[00:34.30] The wicked show their face,
[00:39.31] Persuaded by
[00:42.12] The deep, grotesque disgust of what they see.
[01:36.15] Growing weaker every day,
[01:40.57] Feeling heart and soul decay-
[01:46.04] If I'm not alone, then why am I afraid?
[01:58.21] If I'm suffering inside,
[02:02.61] Do I rest 'til it subsides?
[02:08.19] Do I keep it to myself and disappear?
[02:19.49] My sorrow shows,
[02:25.07] And now it knows
[02:28.26] That I'm still here.
[02:43.93] SHUT UP.
[02:46.96] I'm done with hearing you.
[02:52.02] This is all you do-
[02:54.67] Complain and b-tch and whine about yourself.
[03:02.90] (This is NOT your business-)
[03:05.29] STOP TALKING.
[03:08.21] Don't you DARE say any more.
[03:14.16] Just look at you-
[03:16.56] The harsh advice of those who love you rots within this hell.
[03:21.74] (The harsh advice I'm given rots within this hell...)
[03:27.19] Growing spineless day by day,
[03:31.71] Watching as your mind decays-
[03:37.28] You say that you'll keep moving on, but you're afraid.
[03:45.00] (How can I move on if you won't go away?)
[03:48.98] I'm the pain within your head,
[03:53.50] And without me, you'd be dead.
[03:57.48] (Even with you, I would be dead.)
[04:00.13] I'M THE REASON WHY YOU'LL NEVER DISAPPEAR.
[04:04.35] (You're the reason why I want to disappear.)
[04:10.37] Don't walk away- You're who's to blame
[04:15.13] If I'M still here.
[05:02.64] Was this all that you thought it could be?
[05:07.41] Years of mending, but not much to see-
[05:12.53] Aren't you scared that you don't feel a thing?
[05:18.40] God, your empty gaze is sickening...
[05:21.86] You can try to reject it,
[05:26.64] But it builds up and eats you inside
[05:31.15] You should learn to respect it;
[05:36.19] This hostility is unjustified
[05:40.72] So just try and correct it,
[05:45.51] But my contempt for you will not be denied
[05:50.14] Just think for once-
[05:51.91] Why else would you be acting this way?
[05:56.53] We are the many faces you have betrayed.
[06:04.30] You'll never keep us out for long.
[06:09.73] If inner peace is what you find,
[06:14.51] Give us your spirit-
[06:18.10] We'll tear it out of you and make the guilt unwind.
[06:25.81] You'll never make the shouting stop,
[06:30.85] Or numb the stigma from your mind.
[06:36.70] Prepare yourself for what's to come;
[06:41.20] See all the damage you've left behind.
[07:25.37] Embrace your damned incompetence or die.
[07:27.61] Have you noticed that I've tried
[07:32.12] Coping with the sins that hide?!
[07:37.44] Have you forgotten that I've done this all before?!
[07:45.14] (Let your problems out, or you'll never endure!)
[07:49.11] Every time you come and go,
[07:53.78] I get weaker as you grow.
[07:57.40] (See the childish tears that you show?!)
[07:59.66] Even if I'm safe for now, you'll stoke the fear-
[08:05.10] (You just want someone to blame for what you fear!)
[08:10.02] You'll push my lunacy to something more severe!
[08:15.49] (Soon, you will embrace the truth that brought you here:)
[08:21.77] The shattered mind,
[08:23.49] (You're a waste of a life worth living-)
[08:26.55] Scattered and swirled,
[08:28.40] (Nothing more than a faded scream.)
[08:31.86] Says "I am fine",
[08:33.72] (This conclusion you make is unforgiving.)
[08:37.18] But to the world
[08:39.04] (Hide in the loss of your self-esteem and burn.)
[08:43.03] I'm dead inside
[08:48.17] And terrified
[08:55.88] that i'm still here
