Happy
[00:04.55] Dear God, please
[00:09.06] Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
[00:13.58] Since I've reached
[00:18.38] Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering
[00:22.65] Why I keep
[00:27.17] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:31.96] When I should be
[00:36.21] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:40.72] I know I've been
[00:42.84] Selfish, I have
[00:45.25] No excuse to give you it's true
[00:49.76] Hanging by a
[00:51.89] Thread's how I live
[00:54.02] I don't know why but
[00:56.40] I feel more comfortable
[00:58.53] Livin' in my agony
[01:01.19] Watching my self-esteem
[01:03.32] Go up in flames acting
[01:05.73] Like I don't
[01:07.60] Care what anyone else thinks
[01:10.27] When I know truthfully
[01:12.40] That that's the furthest thing
[01:15.05] From how I
[01:16.64] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[01:21.20] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:25.71] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
[01:30.49] Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:34.01] Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off
[01:37.24] When I'm not depressed
[01:37.81] I got some issues that I won't address
[01:40.20] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
[01:42.60] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:44.73] I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:46.86] I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
[01:49.27] Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:51.71] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
[01:53.57] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
[01:55.97] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:58.08] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
[02:00.77] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:02.88] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:05.27] Losing hope
[02:06.07] Headed down a dangerous road
[02:07.66] Strange, I know
[02:08.46] But I feel most at home when I'm
[02:11.15] Livin' in my agony
[02:13.55] Watching my self-esteem
[02:15.95] Go up in flames acting
[02:18.33] Like I don't
[02:20.19] Care what anyone else thinks
[02:22.64] When I know truthfully
[02:24.76] That that's the furthest thing
[02:27.49] From how I
[02:29.07] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[02:33.34] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:37.85] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
[02:42.65] Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:48.77] Don't know what's around the bend
[02:53.32] Don't know what my future is
[02:57.11] But I can't keep on livin' in
[03:04.58] Livin' in my agony
[03:07.77] Watching my self-esteem
[03:10.42] Go up in flames acting
[03:12.82] Like I don't
[03:14.67] Care what anyone else thinks
[03:17.08] When I know truthfully
[03:19.47] That that's the furthest thing
[03:21.32] From how I
[03:23.72] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
[03:27.96] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:32.22] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine
[03:37.00] Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:39.39] If I was happy
[03:48.43] If I was happy
